THE BIG LADY & THE 'HOUSE OF THIEVES'

Opedipus the Wayfarer
Gustave Moreau

 

One of two recent dreams, both of which evoke the recent events of my going back to the Catholic practices of saying the Holy Mass and reciting the Holy Rosary. Here explains how a lady Guru got me away from these practices, and portrays herself and her 'family' as borderline demonic and as 'thieves.'

 

RASA'S DREAM & INTERPRETATION

 

I am at a large 'outdoor business' and it is run by people who are like mafia, but not completely all bad.

 

There was something I had to do, and I had put two thick glasses on a shelf in a place here, and now went to retrieve them.

 

One of the owners of this place, a young man, wants to interfere, so I quickly take my two glasses and exit out to the right. I know he WANTS to mess with me but he can't, as long as I get out of here.

 

There are many scenes of business, like I need a bag of new white socks, and there are very few available. Another person wanted them and I sacrificed and let him have them. Lots of little scenes like that I cannot recall clearly. The socks were in an orange translucent bag, and a patient lady was negotiating who could buy them. She was tired, also.

 

The most striking person I do recall is the big woman who is a sort of thief. It is this whole family thing. They are like con artists - and figure how to get something for nothing. For example. There is this place, which you pay one or two bucks to get into. You go into a door, and there is a long hallway. The lady and I both pay to get in. But after we get in a way, I see she has a scam going. There is a series of windows here near the ceiling, about four of them, and her family members come here, and she opens the window and helps them get in so they don't have to pay.

 

I know this is wrong, but somehow, I have become her friend, and I shield her. Some new people come in and I don't want them to see her doing this illegal thing, so I stand there to block what she is doing. I also felt the new people would feel cheated, as they paid, and here others were being brought in for free.

 

Later I see the woman again. She had a way of finding clothing for free also, somehow, but she has on an outfit I compliment her on. As I think of it now, it wasn't that great. It was red cotton, some kind of shorts or short skirt, and a loose red cotton top with a flounce around the bottom, and has some kind of design. It is stiff cotton. I tell her that is a nice outfit.

 

She proudly holds out a sticker for me to see that she only paid $13. for it. It seems like,

 

'Wow, she actually paid for it. Usually she steals most of her clothes. So to her, this was a lot.'

 

Her arms and legs are bare and are not fat, but under that loose top you can see she has a huge stomach. After I compliment her she says,

 

'Yes, but I'm too fat.'

 

I say, 'It doesn't show'

 

just to make her feel better.

 

Again, as I am speaking to her, I am aware of her family all around her. They are sort of mafia, but not completely mafia. They are partially dishonest, but not always. From her I get this feeling:

 

She is like a person who survives, does whatever it takes to survive. And she is crude, not refined. You might call her 'the good thief.'

 

MEANING:

 

'I am at a large 'outdoor business' and it is run by people who are like mafia.'

 

MEANING: DEMONS, DEMONIC

 

 

'There was something I had to do, and I had put two thick glasses on a shelf in a place here, and now went to retrieve them.'

 

MEANING: MEANING ONE: THE CONTAINERS FOR THE BLOOD OF CHRIST IN MASS. I AM USING TWO GLASSES RIGHT NOW FOR ANTHONY QUINN AND RICHARD PRYOR, DOING 'GREGORIAN MASSES' (WHICH MEANS THIRTY DAYS IN A ROW.)

 

SECOND MEANING: THE GLASSES ALSO SYMBOLIZE THE SOUL, WHICH MUST BE CLEANSED BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB, AND WHEN THEY ARE, THEIR SOULS BECOME TRANSPARANT.

 

TO 'PUT ON A SHELF' MEANS TO 'PUT ON HOLD' OR REFRAIN FROM THE ACTIVITY FOR A TIME.

 

BECAUSE OF THIS LADY GURU WHO WAS 'GUIDING' ME, FOR A PERIOD OF SEVEN MONTHS I REFRAINED FROM SAYING MASS - SINCE SHE CONVINCED ME THAT 'ALL RITUALS' WERE NOT NECESSARY. (NO PRAYER, NO MEDITATION, NO MASS, NO ROSARY, NO NOTHING NEEDED IN THE ADVAITA OR NONDUAL STATE.)

 

 

'One of the owners of this place, a young man, wants to interfere, so I quickly take my two glasses and exit out to the right. I know he WANTS to mess with me but he can't, as long as I get out of here.'

 

MEANING: INDEED, I WAS STALKED BY A YOUNG MAN ASSOCIATED WITH THIS GURU. EVERY TIME I POSTED, BOTH ON HER GROUP AND TWO OTHERS, THERE HE WAS, ASSAULTING ME. THIS YOUNG MAN IS SEEN AS 'ONE OF THE DEMONS' IN THE GURU'S FAMILY. BUT IN THIS DREAM, HE IS A DEMON.

 

 

'There are many scenes of business, like I need a bag of new white socks, and there are very few available. Another person wanted them and I sacrificed and let him have them. Lots of little scenes like that I cannot recall clearly. The socks were in an orange translucent bag, and a patient lady was negotiating who could buy them. She was tired, also.'

 

MEANING: THIS SHOWS THE DIFFICULTY OF BEING A GURU. SOCKS PROTECT THE FEET THAT WEAR THE SANDALS OR SHOES OF THE GURU. THIS WOULD BE A CUSHION, OR SOME SORT OF SUPPORT AND PROTECTION. THIS SHOWS A SACRIFICE, LETTING GO OF SOME COMFORT THAT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN BUT RELINQUISHED FOR THE SAKE OF SOMEONE ELSE.

 

 

'The most striking person I do recall is the big woman who is a sort of thief. It is this whole family thing. They are like con artists - and figure how to get something for nothing. For example. There is this place, which you pay one or two bucks to get into. You go into a door, and there is a long hallway. The lady and I both pay to get in. But after we get in a way, I see she has a scam going. There is a series of windows here near the ceiling, about four of them, and her family members come here, and she opens the window and helps them get in so they don't have to pay.'

 

MEANING: THIS GURU IS TEACHING PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER, BUT THIS PATH IS SEEN AS THIEVERY. SHE SHOWS A WAY THAT IS NOT WHAT JESUS TAUGHT, GETTING INTO THE SHEEPFOLD IN AN UNETHICAL WAY. IN THIS DREAM, IT IS A CON GAME RUN BY A CRIMINAL TYPE, A RACKET. ACCORDING TO THIS, EACH PERSON MUST PAY FOR THEIR OWN KARMA, THE GURU CANNOT GIVE THEM A FREE RIDE.

 

'I know this is wrong, but somehow, I have become her friend, and I shield her. Some new people come in and I don't want them to see her doing this illegal thing, so I stand there to block what she is doing. I also felt the new people would feel cheated, as they paid, and here others were being brought in for free.'

 

MEANING: I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS GURU AND PROMOTED HER, THEREBY SHIELDING WHAT SHE WAS REALLY DOING. I DID NOT SPEAK UP AGAINST THE FAULTS I SAW FOR A TIME, AND THEREBY, WAS SHIELDING HER.

 

 

'Later I see the woman again. She had a way of finding clothing for free also, somehow, but she has on an outfit I compliment her on. As I think of it now, it wasn't that great. It was red cotton, some kind of shorts or short skirt, and a loose red cotton top with a flounce around the bottom, and has some kind of design. It is stiff cotton. I tell her that is a nice outfit.'

 

MEANING: OUTFITS OR CLOTHES ARE THE PROTECTION AROUND US, THE LIGHTS OF GOD. SOMEHOW THIS WOMAN 'CONS' THE PROTECTION OF LIGHT WITHOUT ALWAYS PAYING, OR SUFFERING.

 

 

'She proudly holds out a sticker for me to see that she only paid $13. for it. It seems like, 'Wow, she actually paid for it. Usually she steals most of her clothes. So to her, this was a lot.''

 

MEANING: THE $13.00 INDICATES TO ME THAT THIS SETUP BRINGS BACK LUCK OR KARMA. (ALTHOUGH 13 IS NOT UNLUCKY FOR ME, I FEEL IT MEANS THAT IN THIS DREAM) SHE THINKS SHE IS GETTING AWAY WITH THE 'SPIRITUAL RACKET' SHE RUNS - OF TELLING PEOPLE THEY DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER - BUT WHAT THEY RECEIVE, THE LIGHTS, DOES NOT PORTEND GOOD LUCK OR GOOD GRACE ACCORDING TO THIS DREAM.

 

'Her arms and legs are bare and are not fat, but under that loose top you can see she has a huge stomach. After I compliment her she says, 'Yes, but I'm too fat.' I say, 'It doesn't show' just to make her feel better.'

 

MEANING: COULD BE POSITIVE, OF BEARING A CHILD, BUT HERE, NO, BECAUSE OF THE PRESENCE OF THE DEMONIC. THERE IS A LACK OF DISCIPLINE HERE AND THAT TIES IN WITH THE REFUSAL TO SUFFER.

 

 

'Again, as I am speaking to her, I am aware of her family all around her. They are sort of mafia, but not completely mafia. They are partially dishonest, but not always. From her I get this feeling:

 

She is like a person who survives, does whatever it takes to survive. And she is crude, not refined. You might call her 'the good thief.''

 

MEANING: THE GURU IN THIS DREAM MIXES GOOD AND EVIL, DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET BY, SURVIVE. HER FAMILY ALL AROUND HER ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE DEMONIZED BY THESE THOUGHTS OF 'NO SUFFERING.'

THESE PEOPLE TAKE THE BEST WAY THEY CAN THROUGH LIFE TO GET THROUGH, BUT THEY ARE FAR FROM PERFECT.