THE DEMON WHICH WANTS
TO KILL WOMEN THROUGH MEN

Collosus
Francisco de Goya

 

RASA'S DREAM

 

This dream explains that FEMDOM HAS A DEMON TO DESTROY WOMEN

 

I am in 'my sister's apartment' in Brooklyn. It is small, having only two rooms, in this dream, a bedroom and living room. I am sitting on the bed with my sister, and she is busy with writings. We seem to be naked. The feeling here is 'closed in' because of the apartment being small. I sense something like this,

 

'With space in the city being so hard to afford, we are lucky to have this undersize apartment to live in.'

 

She is kind of suspicious of me and leans over to me, a few feet away, to see if my vagina smells. We are about to eat dinner or a snack on this bed, and she does not want any offending odors. After sniffing she is satisfied that my vagina does not smell.

 

But as she moves off the bed to get something, I notice that she spot where she was lying seems wet and yellow from the waist to the shoulders. It seems like sweat or urine or a combination like that, and would that be offensive? I imagine it would not be too pleasant or good smelling.

 

She seems to be reading newspapers and books. Anyway, I believe she gets some food and perhaps we dine, but I don't really see it, it is vague. But that was the idea.

 

I now see another scenario, but it is related. I see a male and female on a sort of date. They have been going out for a while, and know each other fairly well. He is sitting at a table, while she is about the apartment, getting ready maybe to go on another date.

 

I see both of them kind of from the feet to the waist, do not see their heads. I see she is mostly wearing blue, and he is wearing soft shoes. But something happens. She says or does something he doesn't like, and then I see his real character. From his shoe, which looks so harmless as it is soft, he has a secret knife, that comes out the way I saw in a James Bond movie. A knife just zipped out of the shoe, and this evil woman tried to stab James Bond with it. Now this guy zips out his black blade out of the shoe, and it is quite long, about 6". The woman never looks down at his feet so she is oblivious to the knife, but I see it, and I know what he is planning.

 

When she does not suspect, he will stab her with this knife, and it has poison on it - fatal poison. So he is planning to kill her. And it was not over anything serious that he would do this, just something he didn't like. So he is pure evil, a killer. This is a scary thing.

 

Now in the next scene, I don't know why it happened that way, but I was to go out with this couple. It was a 'double date' although I don't know who my date is. I see them in the hall, ahead of us, the lady bundled up in real thick, soft beige fur, and he also bundled up, like it is winter outside. Layers and layers of soft, attractive clothing. But I have seen how evil this man is and I will not go with them, so I beg off. I just say, as they walk down the hall,

 

'I'll pass on this one. Maybe catch you later.'

 

I don't plan to ever go out with them, but am being diplomatic.

 

They go out, but the man returns. Yes, I am kind of concerned about her but somehow there is nothing I can do.

 

Now I am in the apartment (which has kind of changed since the hall scene, the hall is in the building of a lawyer friend of mine.)

 

My little daughter is here now, and seems like about 5-6 years old, and later I notice, has a small head. There is a huge glass window leading to the hall, and that evil man has returned. He was pissed that I did not go with them on a date, and he's come back to do harm. He stands outside the glass window, which opens from the inside and has a chain on it. He calls my daughter and she goes there, and he motions to her to open the window because he wants to give her something.

 

My daughter begins to unlatch this chain off the window. But I see he's returned to do evil. He has in his hands packages of herbal poisons, wrapped flat the way they would do in a Santeria religion. They put spells on herbs and somehow deliver them to you, and if you open the window or door, you receive the curse.

 

I go over to my daughter, pull her away, push her onto this thick couch where I smack her head a few times. I tell her never to open the window or door to this man.

 

The herbs the poison was in were gray, the packages flat, square, translucent paper.

 

END OF DREAM



MEANING OF DREAM



I am in 'my sister's apartment' in Brooklyn. It is small, having only two rooms, in this dream, a bedroom and living room.

 

RASA: MY SISTER IS MOST PROBABLY A FRIEND OF MINE WHO BELIEVES FEMDOM IS OK, THE MEN IN IT ARE SINCERE. THE REASON THIS LADY IS 'SISTER Z' IS BECAUSE Z IS A PRAGMATIC, FEET ON THE GROUND PERSON, AND EXTREMELY SAVVY ABOUT THINGS OF THE WORLD AND WELL EDUCATED. THE LADY SHE REPRESENTS IS LIKE THAT ALSO.

 

I am sitting on the bed with my sister, and she is busy with writings. We seem to be naked.

 

RASA: NAKED REFERS TO 'OPEN-REVEALED-MADE APPARANT'. SO THIS IS A REVELATION. BUSY WITH WRITINGS IS THIS LADY IS IN FACT A PERSON WHO STUDIES WHAT YOU WOULD CALL THE 'TIME AND SPACE' KNOWLEDGE, THE 'HERE AND NOW' REALITY. THIS IS NEWSPAPERS, BOOKS, ETC., WHICH IS WHAT I SEE HERE IN THIS DREAM.

 

The feeling here is 'closed in' because of the apartment being small. I sense something like this,

 

'With space in the city being so hard to afford, we are lucky to have this undersize apartment to live in.'

 

RASA: THE SMALLNESS OF THE APARTMENT IS THE NARROW POINT OF VIEW, RATHER CLOSED IN. IT IS ALSO A PLACE OF SUFFERING, AS MY APARTMENT IN BROOKLYN ALWAYS REPRESENTS PURGATORY, SO THIS IS A KIND OF PURGATORY FOR THE LADY.

 

She is kind of suspicious of me and leans over to me, a few feet away, to see if my vagina smells.

 

RASA: MY VAGINA SMELLING MUST BE SHE IS SUSPICIOUS OF MY CELIBACY.

 

We are about to eat dinner or a snack on this bed, and she does not want any offending odors. After sniffing she is satisfied that my vagina does not smell.

 

RASA: SOMEHOW SHE IS NOW CONVINCED I AM SINCERE.


But as she moves off the bed to get something, I notice that the spot where she was lying seems wet and yellow from the waist to the shoulders. It seems like sweat or urine or a combination like that, and would that be offensive? I imagine it would not be too pleasant or good smelling.

 

RASA: THIS REFERENCE TO 'SWEAT' AND 'URINE' IS THE DISCOMFORT I HAVE GIVEN THIS LADY. SWEAT IS NERVOUSNESS, WHILE URINE MEANS 'PISSED.' THIS DISCOMFORT COULD BE A PART OF THE PURGATORY THE LADY IS IN RIGHT NOW.

 

She seems to be reading newspapers and books. Anyway, I believe she gets some food and perhaps we dine, but I don't really see it, it is vague. But that was the idea.

 

RASA: DINING IS FELLOWSHIP AND COMMUNION, AND THAT DID HAPPEN FOR A WHILE.

 

GOD NOW REVEALS TO ME THE DEMON OF FEMDOM

 

I now see another scenario, but it is related. I see a male and female on a sort of date. They have been going out for a while, and know each other fairly well. He is sitting at a table, while she is about the apartment, getting ready maybe to go on another date.

 

RASA: THIS COUPLE IS THE LADY I AM SPEAKING OF, AND THE MAN SITTING AT THE TABLE, WE WILL SEE, IS SATAN DISGUISED AS A FEMDOM MAN. HIS HIDDEN AGENDA WILL BE REVEALED.

 

I see both of them kind of from the feet to the waist, do not see their heads. I see she is mostly wearing blue, and he is wearing soft shoes.

 

RASA: THE WOMAN WHO IS THE LADY HERE, IS A GOOD PERSON, BECAUSE HER BLUE GARMENT DENOTES GOD. THE SOFT SHOES OF THE MAN DENOTE THAT HE HAS TWO SIDES. ONE IS THE 'SOFT' WHICH HE MASQUERADES AS BEING 'SOFT' OR 'KIND.' BUT SOON YOU WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HE IS DISPLEASED.

 

But something happens. She says or does something he doesn't like, and then I see his real character. From his shoe, which looks so harmless as it is soft, he has a secret knife, that comes out the way I saw in a James Bond movie. A knife just zipped out of the shoe, and this evil woman tried to stab James Bond with it. Now this guy zips out his black blade out of the shoe, and it is quite long, about 6". The woman never looks down at his feet so she is oblivious to the knife, but I see it, and I know what he is planning.

 

RASA: GOD IS REVEALING TO ME THAT THIS ARCHETYPICAL FEMDOM MAN, IS NOT SOFT OR KIND AT ALL. HE IS REALLY SATAN WANTING TO KILL WOMEN. THE KNIFE IS THE TOOL, AND THERE IS ALSO A CONNECTION WITH PENIS - HIS SEXUALITY. THE FEMDOM MAN (AS DEPICTED HERE) IS POSSESSED BY THE DEMON OR DEMONS OF SEXUAL ADDICTION, AND SO, YOU SEE HIS SOFT SIDE AS THE SOFT SHOE, BUT THEN YOU SEE THE HARD SIDE, AS THE KNIFE THAT COMES OUT OF THAT SHOE. THIS REFERS TO BOTH HIS PENIS BEING HARD (NOTICE THE 6") -(DEMON OF LUST AND ADDICTION) BUT ALSO, ANOTHER DEMON OF WANTING TO KILL OR DESTROY THE WOMAN. INDEED, IT FOLLOWS TO REASON THAT IF A MAN IS ADDICTED TO SEX AND SEES WOMAN ONLY IN THAT WAY, AS SATISFYING HIS NEEDS, THEN CERTAINLY, HE IS NOT WITH THE BEST INTERESTS OF THE WOMAN, AT THE VERY LEAST.

 

When she does not suspect, he will stab her with this knife, and it has poison on it - fatal poison. So he is planning to kill her. And it was not over anything serious that he would do this, just something he didn't like. So he is pure evil, a killer. This is a scary thing.

 

RASA: I SEE THE TRUTH ABOUT THE DEMONS OF FEMDOM, BUT THIS WOMAN DOES NOT SEE IT AT ALL. THE DREAM SAYS IT IS BECAUSE SHE DOES NOT LOOK DOWN AT HIS SHOES OR FEET. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

 

BECAUSE THE MAN IS IN DISGUISE, AND HE WEARS A MASK OF HIS PERSONALITY. HE IS SITTING AT A TABLE, WHICH SHOWS FELLOWSHIP. HIS SHOES ARE SOFT, BECAUSE HE IS SHOWING HER THE GOOD SIDE. BUT IN SECRET, WHEN IS IS DISPLEASED - THE DEMON COMES OUT. THE WOMAN SIMPLY HAS NOT SEEN HIS EVIL SIDE, OR SATAN WITHIN HIM. AND HE DOES NOT WANT HER TO SEE IT, HIS EVIL IS SECRET.

 

Now in the next scene, I don't know why it happened that way, but I was to go out with this couple. It was a 'double date' although I don't know who my date is. I see them in the hall, ahead of us, the lady bundled up in real thick, soft beige fur, and he also bundled up, like it is winter outside. Layers and layers of soft, attractive clothing.

 

RASA: THE THICK COVERINGS IN THIS CASE ARE THAT WHICH IS HIDDEN. AS IN THE BEGINNING OF THE DREAM, THE LADY AND I WERE NAKED, OR REVEALED OUR TRUE SELVES AND FEELINGS TO ONE ANOTHER. BUT AS THESE TWO ARE EMBARKING ON A DATE, SUPPOSED FELLOWSHIP AND COMMUNION, THE WOMAN IS COVERED WITH VERY THICK SOFT FURS. THIS REPRESENTS THE THOUGHTS OF HER MIND, HER CONTEMPLATION. THE COVERINGS OF HER MIND DO NOT PERMIT HER TO SEE THIS MAN AS HE IS. SHE CANNOT BREAK THROUGH HER OWN THOUGHTS TO SEE HIS TRUE NATURE. HE ALSO BEING COVERED WITH MANY LAYERS SHOWS HE IS NOT REVEALED TO HER.

 

But I have seen how evil this man is and I will not go with them, so I beg off. I just say, as they walk down the hall,

 

'I'll pass on this one. Maybe catch you later.'

 

I don't plan to ever go out with them, but am being diplomatic.

 

RASA: WHAT THIS IS SAYING, I DECLINE FROM ACCEPTING SEXUALLY ORIENTED MEN AS MY 'DATE' AND THIS INCLUDES THE 'FEMDOM' MEN. SELFISH MEN, I EXPLAINED, WILL BE OF NO USE TO WOMEN, WE DO NOT HAVE TIME TO BOTHER WITH THEM. SPECIFICALLY, I JUST SAY NO TO THESE TYPE MEN, BUT THIS LADY IS GIVING THEM A CHANCE.

 

They go out, but the man returns.

 

Now I am in the apartment (which has kind of changed since the hall scene, the hall is in the building of a lawyer friend of mine.)

 

My little daughter is here now, and seems like about 5-6 years old, and later I notice, has a small head. There is a huge glass window leading to the hall, and that evil man has returned. He was pissed that I did not go with them on a date, and he's come back to do harm. He stands outside the glass window, which opens from the inside and has a chain on it. He calls my daughter and she goes there, and he motions to her to open the window because he wants to give her something.

 

My daughter begins to unlatch this chain off the window. But I see he's returned to do evil. He has in his hands packages of herbal poisons, wrapped flat the way they would do in a Santeria religion. They put spells on herbs and somehow deliver them to you, and if you open the window or door, you receive the curse.

 

RASA: BOTH THE KNIFE IN THE SHOE AND THIS HERBAL CURSE ARE SIMPLY SAYING HOW EVIL THESE KIND OF MEN ARE AND THEY ARE POSSESSED BY SATAN. SATAN WILL BE ABLE TO GET TO US THROUGH THESE MEN; THEY ARE DANGEROUS.

 

I go over to my daughter, pull her away, push her onto this thick couch where I smack her head a few times. I tell her never to open the window to this man.

 

RASA: MY DAUGHTER IS THE SYMBOL OF MY FLESH, WHICH HERE IS SMALL HEADED, RETARDED, STUPID. I LAY DOWN THE LAW TO HER.

 

IT IS INTERESTING HERE THAT SATAN CANNOT OF HIS OWN VOLITION OR POWER DEMONIZE US OR POSSESS US LEST WE OURSELVES OPEN THE DOOR OR WINDOW TO HIM. HE TEMPTS US AND CONVINCES US TO LET HIM IN, AND IF WE DO SO, THEN WE CAN BE DEMONIZED.

 

THERE IS A WHOLE SCIENCE TO THIS WHICH I HAVE LEARNED BY STUDYING BOB LARSEN. HE EXPLAINED THAT THERE ARE 'ENTRANCES OF EVIL' AND IT IS NOT ALWAYS THROUGH SIN. SOMETIMES, JUST BY CLOSE FELLOWSHIP, FRIENDSHIP, BUSINESS RELATIONSHIPS AND SEX, WE CAN PICK UP ALL THE DEMONS OF THOSE WE ASSOCIATE WITH! WHEN WE OPEN THE WINDOWS AND DOORS OF OUR EMOTIONS, WE LET THE WHOLE OF A PERSON COME INTO US. WHEN WE BOND, WHEN WE MERGE AURAS OR ENERGY FIELDS, WE LET THEIR DEMONS INTO US THAT THE OTHER PERSON HAS!

 

PEOPLE CAN PUT CURSES ON US MERELY BY US ASSOCIATING WITH THEM!


The herbs the poison was in were gray, the packages flat, square, translucent paper.

 

RASA: GREY REFERS TO THE MIND (BRAIN), AND SO THESE CURSES COULD BE PUT ON US BY THOUGHTS.


 

Rasa Von Werder
March 2, 2006

 

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