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Philippe Lemaire

RASA'S DREAM WITH INTERPRETATION FOLLOWING

 

I go to an area where I have been before, and found some rest there. That is to say, I stayed overnight more than once in an apartment that was empty, and left in the morning. Right now I could use some rest, and I go there again.

 

But when I get to this apartment, which is in a one-floor building, and I look into the window of the place I once found refuge, I see I cannot enter. It is almost dark inside, but I see a man lying on a bed, with a thick green (with small white round designs) comforter over him, on his right side turned away from me.

 

As I stand at the very large wide window, I notice a couple of things. One, it is made of tiers, like venetian blinds, where the panes of glass are the tiers. Amazingly, this man knew someone had entered his apartment before and rested, and he has left three rottweillers, guarding but fast asleep, on the panes! (Each one on a different pane) They were put there to prevent the intruder (myself) from entering again!

 

I have no fear at all of the rottweillers, but I simply know I am not welcome and will not rest here, and so I go away. I walk through this neighborhood. It is interesting and pretty but artificial.

 

There are gardens all around that look like a combination of antique and modern. What looks antique are the paths, that go up and down, as if uphill, downhill, and some of them are just 'built up' on, but not on the ground.

 

One of them seems to somehow go through a cemetery right here (I see tombstones), and ends up at a small iron gate, which is closed, at the end of a path that is too narrow for comfort, and covered with, (of all things) blacktop. As the path stops it rather seems to me it stops in the air, a few feet up, so if one opened the gate, one might fall down. (But this is vague)

 

Another path that I walked while checking out the neighborhood, kind of touching this one but veering toward the apartment building, is also covered with blacktop. As I walk these paths, they should be perhaps four or five feet wide but in some places they narrow down to two feet and you have to be careful not to brush up against the trees that are here and there.

 

This path goes back to the main street the building is on, where from afar I could see a small 'artificial' pool, with bricks decorating it around, about six feet long and four feet across, quite attractive. It has a deep green color. But when I bend down to inspect it I see it is dead water, and the green is some sort of strong dye. There is no life in the water at all, no fish, no frogs, as the dye might be uninhabitable.

 

Everywhere I look there is a feeling of artificiality and since I know I was not welcome here, I just leave.

 

Outside this area is the wilderness, and I head for it. There was no place here for me to rest and right now I could have used some rest!

 

 

INTERPRETATION FROM RASA

 

'I go to an area where I have been before, and found some rest there.'

 

REST: To rest means to find welcome, comfort and peace. In this dream I had just decided to come closer to one of my devotees (in real life). He had been around a couple months, but now we were getting friendlier.

 

'I have been here before.'

 

MEANING: This is proof that my shakti (myself in the God-Me) has visited him before, graced him, and has been accepted.

That is to say, I stayed overnight more than once in an apartment that was empty, and left in the morning. Right now I could use some rest, and I go there again.

 

MEANING: The apartment being empty where I rested means HE PUT HIMSELF (HIS EGO) OUT OF THE WAY. In other words, he, the flesh, was not there, but his domain or open, empty heart was there, which I entered. But now his flesh has returned! His lower consciousness has returned!

But when I get to this apartment, which is in a one-floor building, and I look into the window of the place I once found refuge, I see I cannot enter.

 

MEANING: I now see I cannot enter his heart.

It is almost dark inside, but I see a man lying on a bed, with a thick green (with small white round designs) comforter over him, on his right side turned away from me.

 

MEANING: The darkness might be spiritual darkness. The thick green 'comforter' is the thoughts of the flesh or earth consoling him or covering his spirituality. His turning away from me is really turning away from the God-thoughts or God-Presence and Power that I would represent.

 

As I stand at the very large wide window, I notice a couple of things. One, it is made of tiers, like venetian blinds, where the panes of glass are the tiers. Amazingly, this man knew someone had entered his apartment before and rested,

 

MEANING: This man knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I (God) had entered him before, and he no longer wanted me (God) to enter him.

 

...and he has left three rottweillers, guarding but fast asleep, on the panes! (Each one on a different pane) They were put there to prevent the intruder (myself) from entering again!

 

ROTTWEILLERS (DOGS): Inner senses. This man has a powerful defense system now to keep me (God) away from him. He wants to MAKE SURE God does not enter again! Nevertheless, I (as God) will never force myself, although I could certainly enter his premises! But this is never done AGAINST THE WILL and it is because he CLOSES HIS WILL against me, that I can find NO REST here, and of course, I will go away.

 

The fact that these are large, powerful defense dogs shows to me that he is AFRAID of me-God.

I have no fear at all of the rottweillers, but I simply know I am not welcome and will not rest here, and so I go away. I walk through this neighborhood. It is interesting and pretty but artificial.

 

THE NEIGHBORHOOD: This is the man's soul, his mind and his consciousness; his domain, where he 'is at.'

 

ARTIFICIAL: These are his thoughts, his ideas that are not real, eternal. They are on the world, the flesh, the ego. Our human mind is NOT REAL, it is a construction, like our ego. So if our thoughts are not contemplative - infused by God - they are false, artificial, based in ego.

 

There are gardens all around that look like a combination of antique and modern. What looks antique are the paths, that go up and down, as if uphill, downhill, and some of them are just 'built up' on, but not on the ground.

 

PART ANTIQUE, PART MODERN: Some of his thoughts he's been entertaining a long time, others are newer. But right now, they are all ego-based.

 

NOT ON THE GROUND: Thoughts not on a solid foundation (false, not solid like sound doctrine or spiritual.)

 

One of them seems to somehow go through a cemetery right here (I see tombstones),

 

CEMETERY, TOMBSTONES: This refers to death, dead thoughts. 'Let the dead bury the dead' refers to 'Let those who think only of the earth take care of the business of the earth.'

 

...and ends up at a small black iron gate, which is closed, at the end of a path that is too narrow for comfort, and covered with, (of all things) blacktop.

 

MEANING: All these signs point to death and instability rather than life. The iron gate is limitation, as it is closed. But here is the worst:

 

COVERED IN BLACKTOP: Blacktop refers to tar or pitch, which connects to Hell. That is in Hell there are symbols like that, and tar and pitch have to be melted by fire, and then this 'blacktop' is put on roads and driveways. This represents a COVERING that is literally, 'from Hell.' Our MIND IS A COVER and if the thoughts are really evil, they can cover our spirituality AND LEAD TO DEATH. So here you have multiple symbols of evil thoughts, that are from Hell, and that lead to DEATH.

 

As the path stops it rather seems to me it stops in the air, a few feet up, so if one opened the gate, one might fall down. (But this is vague)

MEANING: This refers to the fact that these thought patterns lead to 'no exit' and are dangerous.

 

Another path that I walked while checking out the neighborhood, kind of touching this one but veering toward the apartment building, is also covered with blacktop.

 

MEANING: Another dangerous thought pattern, leading to death.

 

As I walk these paths, they should be perhaps four or five feet wide but in some places they narrow down to two feet and you have to be careful not to brush up against the trees that are here and there.

 

MEANING: This narrowness shows how UNCOMFORTABLE these thought processes are.

 

This path goes back to the main street the building is on, where from afar I could see a small 'artificial' pool, with bricks decorating it around, about six feet long and four feet across, quite attractive. It has a deep green color. But when I bend down to inspect it I see it is dead water, and the green is some sort of strong dye. There is no life in the water at all, no fish, no frogs, as the dye might be uninhabitable.

 

ARTIFICIAL GREEN WATER: These are his thoughts of MONEY. There is no life in money, these are dead thoughts. 'The love of money is the root of all evil!' (St. Paul)

Everywhere I look there is a feeling of artificiality and since I know I was not welcome here, I just leave.

 

Outside this area is the wilderness, and I head for it. (I see dry wilderness, as it is not the season for greenery, but it is better than this!) There was no place here for me to rest and right now I could have used some rest!

OVERVIEW

This devotee does not welcome me-God any more. He has sunk back into his flesh and thoughts of the 'world, flesh and devil.' They are ego based, dead thoughts. He himself told me he had a fear of me (and also his thoughts were on sex, he said), and kept expressing this fear. When one knows he is sinful, he thinks, like St. Peter,

 

'Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!'

 

I can find no comfort or welcome in his heart or mind, and I cannot be close to him.

 

P.S. Not only is what I just explained here true, but I also picked up a DEMON OF LUST from this man. From the time I decided to be closer/friendlier with him, I noticed a feeling of lust. At first I paid no attention, but then, when it persisted for two, three days, I did exorcisms. It suddenly dawned on me it came from this devotee.

 

When you get close to someone YOU GET ALL THAT THEY HAVE. BE CAREFUL WHO YOU GET CLOSE TO. After the exorcisms, and also, the decision I would not be friendly again, the lust demon went away.

 

RASA VON WERDER MARCH 8, 2006

 

 

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