ANGEL
GIVES RASA ASSISTANCE
THE HOMELESS
MAN WHO TURNS
OUT TO BE
A COP WHO
LOVES ME
Dance
to the Music of Time
Nicolas Poussin
It is night, and I am at the farm. I decide to go for a walk and at one point it seems I have my dogs with me, while at another point it seems like I don't.
I walk to the far field, right by the street, to the farthest corner of the field. There I am shocked to see a cardboard enclosure, like walls made of corrugated cardboard, and I believe this to be a homeless person finding shelter here, on my property. I quickly turn away and hurry back, because homeless people can be dangerous. And now I am thinking it's a good thing I did not bring my dogs, because this man has dogs also.
I see dogs that are gray and goldenly, seemingly wild. They are small, no more than 30 pounds each, and they are sleek like foxes, and there are about 5 or 6 of them. I was afraid if my dogs had been here they might have gotten it on. These dogs run from the cardboard enclosure in the direction I am going, toward my house.
When I get to my house, somehow, I meet the homeless man. He turns out to be a cop! He is nothing like what I expected. He is clean and clean shaven, and seems to be wearing a black slouch leather cap - something like that. He is a special person, not a bum. He explains himself to me. The idea was he came to my property to somehow protect me and he is sort of a detective also.
Now we are inside the house. In the house that same group of people were around who greeted us when Clark Gable and I landed.
At first, the cop and I relate privately, the group is not around. I am reclining in a seat close to this counter, and my feet are resting on the counter. The cop is to my left and he is attending to my feet, which are covered in size 12 black shoes which lace up. They are huge! He is lacing the right one lovingly. It is an act of devotion, and he is rather kneeling or stooping by my left side.
However, I tell him not to do that in front of people, because the circle of friends is gathering here to the right, and they do not understand. They knew my 'true love' and might think I am 'two timing' with this other person!
I see them standing on the right, with stony, serious faces, as they do not know what to make of this.
I explain to them that I thought this man was homeless but he turned out to be a cop and he is helping me. I try to make them see he is alright and our relationship is good.
I do notice one lady is thin and has on a dull green dress.
The feeling here overall is one of surprise that God has sent me this helpful person.
MEANING OF DREAM
'It is night, and I am at the farm.'
MEANING: I AM IN A PLACE OF UNAWARENESS (night), AND AT THE THEATER OF SUFFERING. (personal symbol, the farm where I was abused)
'I decide to go for a walk and at one point it seems I have my dogs with me, while at another point it seems like I don't.'
MEANING: MY INNER SENSES PICK UP SOMETHING, YET AT ANOTHER TIME, SEEM NOT TO PICK UP ANYTHING.
I walk to the far field, right by the street, to the
farthest corner of the field. There I am shocked to see a cardboard enclosure,
like walls made of corrugated cardboard, and I believe this to be a homeless
person finding shelter here, on my property. I quickly turn away and hurry
back, because homeless people can be dangerous. And now I am thinking it's
a good thing I did not bring my dogs, because this man has dogs also.
MEANING: A MAN APPEARED, OUT OF NOWHERE, IN MY LIFE OR DOMAIN, WHO I WAS NOT SURE OF, NOT KNOWING HIS IDENTITY. FRIEND OR FOE?
HOMELESS REFERS USUALLY TO DEMONS, DOWN AND OUTERS, THE MENTALLY ILL, THOSE WHO CANNOT MAKE IT FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER. INDEED THEY CAN BE DANGEROUS. IN DREAMS THEY ARE USUALLY DEMONICS.
THE CARDBOARD SHELTER REFERS TO SOMETHING BUILT THAT IS NOT SUBSTANTIAL. ON THE INTERNET, THIS WAS A BLOG THAT SUDDENLY APPEARED, WHICH WAS AGAINST MY ENEMIES, AND THE LINKS WERE SENT TO ME.
I SAW THIS THING AS NOT BEING 'SUBSTANTIAL' IN THE SENSE THAT IT WAS NOT A MAJOR SITE, NOT WELL KNOWN, NOT THERE LONG. BUT HERE IT WAS. WHAT DID IT MEAN, GOOD OR BAD? MOSTLY I FELT IT TO BE GOOD. BUT I WASN'T SURE AS THE IDENTITY OF THE PERSON WHO BUILT IT WAS NOT REVEALED.
'I see dogs that are gray and goldenly, seemingly wild. They are small, no more than 30 pounds each, and they are sleek like foxes, and there are about 5 or 6 of them. I was afraid if my dogs had been here they might have gotten it on. These dogs run from the cardboard enclosure in the direction I am going, toward my house.'
MEANING: THIS PERSON, WHO HAS NOW ENTERED MY LIFE, IS CLEVER LIKE A FOX. THE GOLD IS LOVE, THE GREY IS HIS MIND. HE HAS A SMART AND LOVING ATTITUDE. HE HAS A KEEN SENSE OF REALITY, OF BASIC INSTINCTS. (WILD)
'When I get to my house, somehow, I meet the homeless
man. He turns out to be a cop! He is nothing like what I expected. He is clean
and clean shaven, and seems to be wearing a black slouch leather cap - something
like that. He is a special person, not a bum. He explains himself to me. The
idea was he came to my property to somehow protect me and he is sort of a
detective also.'
MEANING: THIS PERSON IS AN 'ANGEL' WHICH MEANS, HE IS SENT BY GOD AND THE SPIRIT OF AN ANGEL IS IN HIM.
(NOTABLE IN THE OLD TESTAMENT STORIES ARE MANY ANGELS APPEARING AS HUMANS. THIS IS GOD SENDING SUCH PEOPLE TO US, AND ANGELS ARE EMBODIED IN THEM. I HAVE ENCOUNTERED THEM A FEW TIMES IN MY LIFE, PERHAPS MUCH MORE THAN I AM AWARE OF. I IMAGINE OTHERS HAVE AS WELL.)
LEATHER, BLACK LEATHER SLOUCH CAP, INDICATES DOMINATION. ON THE HEAD WOULD BE A KIND OF MENTAL DOMINATION, SOMEONE WHO MEANS BUSINESS, WHO DOMINATES A SITUATION. THE 'SLOUCH' PART IS A CASUAL LOOK, NOTHING MISSING HERE. BUT WE ARE RUNNING THIS MISSION IN PROPER ORDER, BUT IN OUR SPARE TIME AND WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR. NOTHING BUTTONED UP HERE.
'Now we are inside the house. In the house that same group of people were around who greeted us when Clark Gable and I landed.
At first, the cop and I relate privately, the group is not around. I am reclining in a seat close to this counter, and my feet are resting on the counter. The cop is to my left and he is attending to my feet, which are covered in size 12 black shoes which lace up. They are huge! He is lacing the right one lovingly. It is an act of devotion, and he is rather kneeling or stooping by my left side.
MEANING: THE FEET AND SHOES ARE THE FEET AND SHOES OF THE GURU, WHICH MANY CONSIDER ITEMS OF DEVOTION.
THE LACING IS AN ACT OF DEVOTION, WHERE ST. JOHN SAID OF JESUS, THAT HE WAS NOT FIT TO LACE HIS SANDALS (LIKE A SERVANT) BUT THAT HE, JOHN, WAS A PROPHET WHILE JESUS, HE INTIMATED, WAS THE MESSIAH.
THE FEET 'RESTING' INDICATES THE HEAT OF THE BATTLE IS OVER, AND I HAVE PUT MY FEET 'UP' AS PEOPLE USUALLY DO, AFTER A 'HARD DAY'S WORK.'
HIS ACT OF STOOPING OR KNEELING AND ATTENDING TO THE SHOES IS THE ACT OF DEVOTION AND FAITH IN ME AS SPIRITUAL GURU.
THE LARGNESS AND BLACKNESS OF THE SHOES, SIZE 12, IS THE OVERSIZED MISSION, THE HARDSHIP OF IT. AND PERHAPS ALSO, THE MYSTERY OF IT.
'However, I tell him not to do that in front of people,
because the circle of friends is gathering here to the right, and they do
not understand. They knew my 'true love' and might think I am 'two timing'
with this other person!
I see them standing on the right, with stony, serious faces, as they do not know what to make of this.'
MEANING: THIS INDICATES THAT THIS DEVOTION SHOULD REMAIN PRIVATE, NOT PUBLIC, AS PEOPLE - EVEN MY OWN FOLLOWERS - WOULD SOMEHOW MISCONSTRUE THE SITUATION.
THEY
MIGHT SEE IT AS SOME SORT OF CONSPIRACY RATHER THAN GOD AND SPIRITUAL LOVE.
BEING UNTRUE TO GOD, THAT IS.
RASA
VON WERDER MARCH 25, 2006 |
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