JODY RECEIVES SHAKTI FROM RASA....
BEGINS TRANSFORMATION

Was on some sort of a mission with a male friend. We went to a city and found a gay club on the corner. There was a window there, in which a man was sitting with his back toward us. It was like a 'window seat', cut out of a thick stone wall, like 2' deep, and this naked man, beautiful and muscular and glistening dark skin, is kind of preventing us (or anyone) from looking inside, but also, he is like a beautiful decoration. So he has two tasks here - blocking and advertising.

This man has long wavy hair like Yogananda, dark, and his skin is glistening not like that of a black person - for it has no brown in it - but just dark such as I have never seen before.

He shifts himself around a bit as my friend and I try to look into the window, blocking more, but I have some trick or power. I begin touching him, on his naked body. I touch him from his neck to around his penis. Each time I do he he feels an ecstatic sensation, and I also feel thrilled as I touch him. It is a kind of energy. I do recall just touch, touch, touch, from higher to lower, even near his penis (and he is getting an erection, a nice penis, but I am trying not to look so as not to invade his privacy.)

This man is kind of the 'big star' of this place.

Now the next thing you know we are inside. My friend and I are sitting at a table watching gay men here and there, when that very same 'star' comes by us. He stands in front of us and there is a spotlight, a lamp, to our left. Under this lamp he stands and looks at himself, at his 'suntan.' And now I notice his skin is no longer dark, as he looks at himself, but rather a normal white with pink in his cheeks. He says,

'Oh, my suntan has faded!'

and this upsets him, as he needs to be dark for a bodybuilding show coming up. As he looks in the mirror and I at him, his face now looks like Bill McCardle, the man I call 'The Beast of Bodybuilding' because this beast raped me and ruined my life long ago.

I remember hearing someone say somewhere,

'I am gay.'

INTERPRETATION

Was on some sort of a mission with a male friend. We went to a city and found a gay club on the corner. There was a window there,

RASA: IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS DREAM, THIS IS A WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY. AN EVENT WILL TAKE PLACE THROUGH IT.

...in which a man was sitting with his back toward us. It was like a 'window seat', cut out of a thick stone wall, like 2'

RASA: HE IS IN THE 'CLEFT OF THE ROCK', IN CHRISTIAN TERMS, THE DOVE SITS OR HIDES IN THE CLEFT OF THE ROCK, WHICH IS THE INNOCENT SOUL PROTECTED BY JESUS CHRIST. THIS SOUL IS IN OUR LORD, CONTAINED WITHIN THE 'ROCK OF CHRIST.'

...deep, and this naked man, beautiful and muscular and glistening dark skin,

RASA: NAKED IS HE IS EXPOSED OR REVEALED TO MY EYES. HE IS BEAUTIFUL MEANS HIS SOUL IS BEAUTIFUL. THE LONG HAIR OF YOGANANDA MEANS HE HAS A HEALTHY SAHASRARA (HAIR IS RAYS) AND THE GLISTENING SKIN SHOWS REFLECTION OF GOD'S LIGHT. THE ONLY PROBLEM WILL BE SHOWN LATER, THE STRANGE DARKNESS OF THE SKIN, WHICH IS LIKE A COVER OR SUNTAN. LATER WE WILL SEE THAT THIS COVERS UP SIN SO THAT HE WAS NOT SEEING HIS OWN SIN

...is kind of preventing us (or anyone) from looking inside, but also, he is like a beautiful decoration. So he has two tasks here - blocking and advertising.

RASA: THIS BLOCKING AND ADVERTISING IS LIKE THE PERSONA WHICH DOES TWO OPPOSITE THINGS, AND IT APPLIES TO JODY. HE WAS ATTACKING ME AND YET HE WAS ATTRACTING ME BY HIS ATTACKS. I WAS ALSO 'WARNING' HIM AND HE KIND OF SAID 'LAY IT ON ME.' AND SO HERE I AM.

This man has long wavy hair like Yogananda, dark, and his skin is glistening not like that of a black person - for it has no brown in it - but just an unusual dark almost colorless shade.

He shifts himself around a bit as my friend...

RASA: NO DOUBT MY MAIN GUARDIAN ANGEL - MY CONSTANT COMPANION ON MISSIONS

...and I try to look into the window, blocking more,

RASA: APPARANTLY, BY THE ATTACKS OF JODY, HE WAS IN A SENSE BLOCKING ANY PERSON OF GOD FROM ENTERING HIS SOUL OR DOMAIN.....HIS POSITION OR STANCE AS SUPER ANTI-GURU WOULD DAUNT ANYONE. HOWEVER IT IS BECAUSE OF THIS ANTI-GURU STANCE THAT I ENDED UP GOING TO HIM, OR IT ATTRACTED ME, LIKE AN ADVERTISEMENT. BECAUSE I KNEW HE HAD A PROBLEM, AND HE CREATED PROBLEMS.

...but I have some trick or power. I begin touching him, on his naked body. I touch him from his neck to around his penis. Each time I do so he feels an ecstatic sensation,

RASA: I TOUCH HIM AND THE SHAKTI GOES INTO HIM. THIS IS SHOWING ME TOUCHING HIS CHAKRAS, SYMBOLICALLY, SINCE I AM GOING FROM PLACE TO PLACE TO PLACE FROM HIS NECK TO HIS GENITAL AREA. AND OF COURSE, SINCE THIS IS SHAKTI KUNDALINI, THE POWER OF GOD, IT IS THRILLING. ONE MUST UNDERSTAND THAT THESE THRILLS AND ECSTASIES ARE ON THE SPIRITUAL PLANE AND MIGHT NOT EVEN REGISTER ON THE CONSCIOUS MIND.

...and I also feel thrilled as I touch him.

RASA: ALSO SPIRITUAL JOY NOT EVEN NOTICED IN THE WAKING STATE BUY EXPLAINED FROM THE UNCONSCIOUS TO THE CONSCIOUS IN THIS DREAM

It is a kind of energy. I do recall just touch, touch, touch, from higher to lower, even near his penis (and he is getting an erection, a nice penis, but I am trying not to look so as not to invade his privacy.)

RASA: PENIS REPRESENTS TRANSMISSION OF POWER. THAT IS TO SAY, IT CAN BE A TOOL OF TRANSMISSION AND OF COURSE THIS IS SYMBOLIC. THE PENIS REPRESENTS GIVING LIFE TO ANOTHER. THIS COULD GIVE A HINT THAT JODY COULD TRANSMIT SHAKTI IN THE FUTURE; BECOME A GURU! HAHAHA! THE VERY THING JODY HATES AND FIGHTS ALL THE TIME!

This man is kind of the 'big star' of this place.

Now the next thing you know we are inside.

RASA: THIS MEANS MY ANNGEL AND I, THROUGH THE TRANSMISSION OF SHAKTI, HAVE GOTTEN INTO THE SKIN OR THE SOUL OF JODY. I AM NOW INSIDE HIM! AND WHAT I SEE IS HIS GAYNESS, FOR ONE THING.

My friend and I are sitting at a table watching gay men here and there, when that very same 'star' comes by us. He stands in front of us and there is a spotlight, a lamp, to our left.

RASA: THE SPOTLIGHT IS THE STRONG LIGHT OF GOD THAT IS NOW INSIDE JODY AND UNDER IT OR WITH IT, HE SEES HIMSELF WITHOUT THE COVER OF DARKNESS

Under this lamp he stands and looks at himself, at his 'suntan.' And now I notice his skin is no longer dark, as he looks at himself, but rather a normal white with pink in his cheeks. He says,

'Oh, my suntan has faded!'

...and this upsets him, as he needs to be dark for a bodybuilding show coming up. As he looks in the mirror and I at him, his face now looks like Bill McCardle, the man I call 'The Beast of Bodybuilding' because this beast raped me and ruined my life long ago.

RASA: WITH OR UNDER THIS STRONG LIGHT OF GOD, NOW JODY SEES HIMSELF AS THE BEAST HE WAS WHICH PERHAPS POINTS TO HIS AGGRESSIVE CRUELTY.

I remember hearing someone say somewhere,

'I am gay.'

RASA: BASICALLY, MY GUARDIAN AND I STORM THE BASTIAN OF JODY. WE ENTER HIS SOUL WITH GOD'S LIGHT, AND JODY FEELS CONVICTED OF SIN. WHEN HE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR, THOUGH, HE IS ONLY SEEING HIS FACE AS THAT IS SUFFICIENT. THE FACE SYMBOLIZES WHO OR WHAT A PERSON IS. THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THE 'FEROCIOUS' JODY, WHO DENOUNCES ALL GURUS, COMING INTO A NEW AREA.

AMENDMENT:

The first dream I had of Jody, where he was sitting in the window seat of a gay club with glistening dark skin, had a symbol I did not figure out till just now.

The darkness of his skin is the effect of sin. When a person sins, darkness covers their soul, and makes them unable to even see their sin. When the shakti went into Jody (by my touching him all over) the darkness was cleansed or removed, and suddenly, he looked in the mirror and saw his sin. Then he repented. That made him able to go to the next level.

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