Woman Thou Art God: Dream of Rasa

I AM JODY'S MOTHER

THE INFAMOUS GURU BASHER HAS FOR
MOM ONE OF THE GURUS HE BASHED

I am at a club and I see sitting at one of the stools by the bar - Chris Dickerson. He's a gay bodybuilder friend of mine, who I love dearly. I try to speak with him, but then he disappears.

I go out into the street and am overjoyed to see him again. It is night and dimly but adequately lit. However, he gives me the brush off as he is in a hurry. There is a plain wooden door off the street he must go into. It is like thick plywood, unpainted. He goes in there and I cannot follow.

Some time later I see him again. Before, he had always been in the shadows and a dim figure. Now I can see his face plain as day, and it seems fleshed out nicely and bright. I touch his face, all over, in a sort of caressing or friendly way. He is Chris all right, so handsome. There are lines across his brow and various creases, but like that of a young, not an old man. I comment to him something amusing, and he admits it is true,

'You realize now that I AM YOUR MOTHER.'

MEANING:

I am at a club and I see sitting at one of the stools by the bar -

RASA: BAR COULD MEAN SEEKING NOURISHMENT, SEEKING A SPIRITUAL ELEVATION (REMEMBER, WINE IS THE BLOOD OF CHRIST & JESUS' FIRST MIRACLE WAS CHANGING WATER INTO WINE....SO ALCOHOL CAN HAVE GREAT SPIRITUAL MEANING)

Chris Dickerson. He's a gay bodybuilder friend of mine, who I love dearly.

RASA: THIS IS JODY. BODYBUILDING REFERS TO SOUL BUILDING AND WORK FOR GOD.....THE FACT THAT I LOVE HIM DEARLY IS SPIRITUAL.

I try to speak with him, but then he disappears.

RASA: THIS COULD BE ON THE GURU RATINGS GROUP, WHERE HE DID DISSAPEAR FOR ABOUT THREE DAYS AFTER OUR INITIAL WORDS

I go out into the street and am overjoyed to see him again. It is night and dimly but adequately lit.

RASA: A PARTIAL DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL - OR PLACE OF PAIN - IS HERE

However, he gives me the brush off as he is in a hurry. There is a plain wooden door off the street he must go into. It is like thick plywood, unpainted. He goes in there and I cannot follow.

RASA: IT IS TIME FOR JODY TO SUFFER - BUT I CANNOT FOLLOW MEANS I DO NOT SUFFER. THE PLAIN, UNPAINTED WOODEN DOOR IS THE SIGN OF THE CROSS OF JESUS. HE HAS TO ENTER INTO THIS.

Some time later I see him again. Before, he had always been in the shadows and a dim figure.

RASA: SPIRITUAL SHADOWS, SOUL COVERED IN DARKNESS.

Now I can see his face plain as day, and it seems fleshed out nicely and bright.

RASA: AFTER GOING THROUGH HIS PENANCE, HIS SOUL IS NOW BRIGHT - THE DARKNESS HAS LEFT.

I touch his face, all over, in a sort of caressing or friendly way.

RASA: INTERESTING THAT IN THE FIRST SHAKTI DREAM I TOUCHED HIS BODY, NOW HIS FACE.

THIS COULD MEAN THAT THE SHAKTI HAD TO BE TRANSMITTED TO ALL THE LOWER CHAKRAS, BUT NOW, WE ARE IN THE HEAD OR SAHASRARA.

He is Chris all right, so handsome. There are lines across his brow and various creases, but like that of a young, not an old man.

RASA: THIS IS THE THIRD CLUE THAT HE HAD TO SUFFER, AS LINES COULD MEAN WORRY

I comment to him something amusing, and he admits it is true,

'You realize now that I AM YOUR MOTHER.'

RASA: MOTHER MEANS SPIRITUAL, SO I AM NOW HIS GURU.

A GURU IS A SPIRITUAL PARENT, AS THE GURU TRANSMITS THEMSELVES INTO THE CLIENT AND BRINGS THEM VARYING DEGREES OF 'BORN AGAIN' AND 'BORN HIGHER' EXPERIENCES. THE PARENT BIRTHS THE CLIENT SPIRITUALLY TO HIGHER AND HIGHER REALMS.

THE POSITION THAT JODY HAS BEEN BROUGHT INTO IS THE BETROTHAL. THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THE UNITIVE STATE OR SAINTHOOD, WHEN ONE IS AT LEAST PARTIALLY ONE WITH GOD. THE NEXT STEP IS MARRIAGE.

I WENT THROUGH MY BETROTHAL ON JANUARY 9, 1978. IT WAS INCREDIBLY PAINFUL AND ECSTATIC. MY MARRIAGE WAS NOT UNTIL FEBRUARY, 1982 PRECEEDED BY A DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL LASTING THREE MONTHS.

WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE JODY TO REACH THE NEXT LEVEL. PERHAPS, SINCE HE HAS A GOOD GURU, NOT SO LONG.

AMUSING DREAM, SINCE JODY WAS SO FULL OF HATE TOWARD GURUS, INCLUDING THIS ONE.

I ALSO FIND IT AMUSING THAT THESE ADVAITISTS SCORN ALL PHENOMENA - WHICH INCLUDES DREAMS AND VISIONS. BUT IT IS ONLY THROUGH PHENOMENA THAT I AM ABLE TO DISCERN WHERE JODY IS AT, AND WHERE HE NEEDS TO GO. I BELIEVE THEIR SCORN OF IT IS THAT THEY THINK PHENOMENA IS OF THE LOWER REALM. I FIND THERE ARE TERRIBLE CONTRADICTIONS IN THE ADVAITA I HAVE SEEN ON THE NET. TERRIBLE, GLARING ILLOGICAL CONTRADICTIONS, A VERITABLE QUICKSAND OF LOGIC.

THEY SAY EVERYTHING IS GOD, AND YET, THEY LOOK DOWN ON DREAMS, VISIONS AND PHENOMENA. SO IF EVERYTHING IS GOD, WHY LOOK DOWN ON PHENOMENA?

AS THEY SAY EVERYTHING IS GOD, AND SO, PHENOMENA IS GOD ALSO, IS IT NOT? AND YET THEY LOOK DOWN ON THIS. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN 'CRAZY WISDOM' THAT HAS MORE CRAZY THAN WISDOM, FROM THIS ONE'S PERCEPTION.

Interpreted By,

Rasa Von Werder
January 13, 2006

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