RASA'S DREAM OF ARNOLD
REGARDING THE SAHAJ (NONDUAL) STATE & GOD
GIVING ME LIGHT ON THE FEMDOM / MATRIARCHY ISSUE

NOTE: Arnold is always God as success, prosperity,
across the board including spiritual prosperity. My own personal symbol.

 

I am somewhere out and I see Arnold nearby, but somehow, I must keep my distance. We are not close or intimate, but in the vicinity. But then he comes closer and I have the opportunity to show him my love. I have such a yearning for him, and I also feel that he loves me but can't always show it.

 

Then a moment comes when he gets real close and I jump at the chance. I put my arms around him. He's very tall next to me, like a foot taller, and maybe I put my arms around his neck, reaching up, and I say, carefully,

 

'I LOVE YOU.'

 

His answer saddens me,

 

'DON'T SAY THAT.'

 

I then ask him,

 

'WILL I NEVER BE ABLE TO SHOW YOU ANY AFFECTION PUBLICLY? NEVER, EVER?'

 

He answers something like some day, maybe, but not for a while.

 

I notice here his skin is so young, like a child, perfectly smooth. Not pink like a baby, but like an adolescent, totally young.

 

We seem to be associating and I am his assistant or secretary. I love him so much that just being around him is a privilege, even if I am not intimate. He takes me everywhere he goes. We go on a promotional tour of sorts, and he makes appearances, although none of this shows up in the dream. Just the background stuff, like going to a hotel or motel where we headquarter.

 

I see one such place, rather dim. I see my clothes. I am always quiet and conservative and waiting, waiting for him, ready with my work. I seem to be holding paperwork in my hands but this is vague. My part is important but totally subordinate to him - a servant or attendant. And I am just thrilled to be there, yearning, always yearning, for those moments we are close.

 

I notice my outfit, and they are always conservative and with jackets. I see a pink/salmon colored beautifully tailored jacket, a soft twill, (twill is hard, but this is soft but hard, strong but smooth) and I see a black blouse underneath that is ruffled at the collar and comes down in a v, and has long sleeves. That seems to be generally the type of outfit I wear. It is neither frilly/feminine nor is it sterile business outfit, it is in between. I must look right for him and for this job!

 

I recall one scene, where Arnold and I are in a long room. He comes toward me to get a hair sample. My hair is medium light brown, a long mane, and as I sit there, there is light coming to my head from above, and there is a glow around my hair. He comes forward with scissors and clips like a 5" piece right from the front, not very thick. The end of it forks out where some hairs go in one direction and others in the other - a fork. I laugh and say,

 

'All you will find is split ends.'

 

He was wanting to get a chemical analysis of my hair, and the facilities are here. There are two women here conferring with one another about something much less important than what Arnold is doing. He has to sit and wait patiently for them and I am unhappy that someone as important as he has to wait for these two women. It is disrespectful of them. They do not even look at him as he waits
patiently.

 

The last thing I recall is being in one of the business rooms (hotels) and picking up the phone. I start to dial when I realize two people are talking about me and Arnold. I stop dialing, and luckily they are
still talking. It is a phenomenon that I did not disconnect them. They are discussing how Arnold has chosen me and is taking me everywhere with him, how he and I are together. Of course, this is a privilege. What surprised me was that people noticed it and were discussing it.

 

The overall feeling is my yearning, and his taking me everywhere with him, choosing me.

 

MEANING

 

I am somewhere out and I see Arnold nearby, but somehow, I must keep my distance. We are not close or intimate, but in the vicinity.

 

RASA: ARNOLD IS GOD AS PROSPERITY, SUCCESS, VICTORY, OF ALL TYPES (HERE IT IS SPIRITUAL AS WELL AS SUCCESS ON EARTH)

 

THIS IS SAYING THAT GOD IS AROUND ME ALL THE TIME, BUT NOT ALWAYS TOTALLY INTIMATE, TOTALLY 'ONE' OR THE NONDUAL STATE.

 

But then he comes closer and I have the opportunity to show him my love. I have such a yearning for him, and I also feel that he loves me but can't always show it.

 

RASA: I HAVE A NEVER-ENDING YEARNING OR HUNGER FOR GOD.

 

Then a moment comes when he gets real close and I jump at the chance. I put my arms around him. He's very tall next to me, like a foot taller, and maybe I put my arms around his neck, reaching up, and I say, carefully,

 

'I LOVE YOU.'

 

His answer saddens me,

 

'DON'T SAY THAT.'

 

RASA: GOD IS SAYING TO ME,

 

'DO NOT DESIRE PERFECT UNION (NONDUALISM) ALL THE TIME. TAKE WHATEVER YOU GET FROM GOD AND BE HAPPY WITH IT! DO NOT EVEN LONG FOR INTIMACY, BE HAPPY WITH SPIRITUAL POVERTY AS MUCH AS SPIRITUAL ABUNDANCE.'

 

I then ask him,

 

'WILL I NEVER BE ABLE TO SHOW YOU ANY AFFECTION PUBLICLY? NEVER, EVER?'

 

He answers something like some day, maybe, but not for a while.

 

RASA: THIS REFERS TO A NONDUALISTIC STATE. AND GOD IS SAYING IT IS NOT FOR ME TO DESIRE A NONDUALISTIC STATE RIGHT NOW, BUT LATER, YES.

 

(I BELIEVE THIS COULD BE BECAUSE IN A NONDUAL STATE, AMBITION LEAVES. BUT IN ORDER TO FULFILL MY MISSION OF MATRIARCHY, THIS TAKES GREAT AMBITION AND 'WARRIOR' POWER. IT IS A FIGHTING MISSION, CHANGING CULTURE. HOW CAN A PERSON BE NONDUALISTIC WHEN THEY ARE FIGHTING? IT IS RATHER DIFFICULT, AND SO, GOD IS TELLING ME YOU CANNOT HAVE IT BOTH WAYS. BUT LATER, HE REASSURES ME, IT CAN HAPPEN. PROBABLY, IMO, WHEN I RETIRE FROM CONFLICT....TO CHRISTIANS, THIS WOULD BE THE CONTEMPLATIVE STATE, WHICH CANNOT HAPPEN IN TIME OF 'WAR' BUT ONLY IN PERFECT PEACE. SO DAVID COULD NOT BUILD A TEMPLE FOR JEHOVAH AS HE WAS A MAN OF WAR, BUT HIS SON SOLOMON BUILT THE TEMPLE AS HE WAS A MAN OF PEACE.)

I notice here his skin is so young, like a child, perfectly smooth. Not pink like a baby, but like an adolescent, totally young.

 

RASA: THIS IS NEW SUCCESS, NEW BLESSING, LIKE HE IS NEW, SO HIS BLESSINGS ARE RECENT.

 

We seem to be associating and I am his assistant or secretary. I love him so much that just being around him is a privilege, even if I am not intimate. He takes me everywhere he goes.

 

RASA: THIS MEANS THAT EVERYTHING I AM DOING, GOD IS IN IT.

 

We go on a promotional tour of sorts, and he makes appearances, although none of this shows up in the dream.

 

RASA: HIS APPEARENCES ARE IN MY WORK, IN THE ARTICLES I WRITE AND PROMOTE ON THE INTERNET.

 

Just the background stuff, like going to a hotel or motel where we headquarter.

 

RASA: I SEE ONLY THE BACKGROUND WORK, WHEN I AM WRITING AND POSTING. I DO NOT SEE THE RECEIVING END.

 

I see one such place, rather dim. I see my clothes. I am always quiet and conservative and waiting, waiting for him, ready with my work.

 

RASA: ALWAYS WAITING FOR GOD.

 

I seem to be holding paperwork in my hands but this is vague. My part is important but totally subordinate to him - a servant or attendant. And I am just thrilled to be there, yearning, always yearning, for those moments we are close.

 

RASA: EVERYTHING I WRITE IS WITH GOD, FOR GOD. AND YES, I AM ALWAYS THINKING OF AND WAITING FOR GOD.

 

I notice my outfit, and they are always conservative and with jackets. I see a pink/salmon colored beautifully tailored jacket, a soft twill, (twill is hard, but this is soft but hard, strong but smooth)...

 

RASA: BEING CONSERVATIVE IS BEING SERIOUS, AS IN 'I MEAN BUSINESS.' MY WORK AS A GURU IS SERIOUS, IT IS SAVING SOULS AND ENLIGHTENING THEM. ALL THESE DETAILS MEAN A LOT. THE JACKET MATERIAL, TWILL, BEING SOFT AND HARD, IS HOW I HAVE TO BE; FIRM BUT SOFT, WHATEVER THE SITUATION WARRANTS. THE PINK/SALMON REFERS TO 'SWIMMING UPSTREAM,' AS SALMON SWIM UPSTREAM TO SPAWN AND DIE. IT IS A STRUGGLE, MY WORK, GOING AGAINST THE CURRENT. ONE OF MY FAVORITE SAYINGS IS,

 

'DEAD BODIES FLOAT DOWNSTREAM.'

 

...and I see a black blouse underneath that is ruffled at the collar and comes down in a v, and has long sleeves. That seems to be generally the type of outfit I wear. It is neither frilly/feminine nor is it sterile business outfit, it is in between. I must look right for him and for this job!

 

RASA: I TRY TO BE BOTH WOMANLY AND AGGRESSIVE IN MY WORK. THE BLACK IS 'WOMAN OF THE CLOTH,' AS MINISTERS AND PRIESTS WEAR BLACK.

 

I recall one scene, where Arnold and I are in a long room. He comes toward me to get a hair sample.

 

RASA: HAIR IS RAYS OF THE SAHASRARA OR HEAD CENTER.

 

My hair is medium light brown, a long mane, and as I sit there, there is light coming to my head from above, and there is a glow around my hair.

 

RASA: THIS REPRESENTS A HEALTHY HEAD OF SAHASRARA RAYS, WITH LIGHT COMING FROM GOD TO ME, SHINING UP THE HALO OR AURA AROUND MY HEAD.

 

He comes forward with scissors and clips like a 5" piece right from the front, not very thick. The end of it forks out where some hairs go in one direction and others in the other - a fork.

 

RASA: YOU WILL SEE IMMINENTLY THAT THIS IS A 'FORK IN THE ROAD' OR A 'SPLIT' OF DIRECTION, OPINION. WHERE I AM WRITING ARTICLES ABOUT HOW FEMDOM AND MATRIARCHY DO NOT MIX, ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS.

 

I laugh and say,

 

'All you will find is split ends.'

 

RASA: I AM LAUGHING ABOUT THE TWO DIFFERENT PATHS, WHICH I AM ANALYZING IN A SERIES OF ARTICLES MOSTLY FOR WOMEN INVOLVED.

 

He was wanting to get a chemical analysis of my hair, and the facilities are here.

 

RASA: THIS REFERS TO GOD GIVING ME THE ANALYSIS, AND HE WANTS TO GET IT TO THESE WOMEN, WHO IN A MOMENT YOU WILL SEE, AREN'T PAYING ATTENTION.

 

There are two women here conferring with one another about something much less important than what Arnold is doing. He has to sit and wait patiently for them and I am unhappy that someone as important as he has to wait for these two women. It is disrespectful of them. They do not even look at him as he waits patiently.

 

RASA: THIS IS SAYING THAT WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME, WHICH CAME TO ABOUT EIGHT ARTICLES ANALYSING THE SITUATION OF FEMDOM AND MATRIARCHY, WAS
IGNORED AND UNAPPRECIATED BY THESE TWO WOMEN, WHO BELIEVE THAT FEMDOM IS THE WAY TO GO.

 

I AM UNHAPPY THAT THEY ARE NOT SEEING IT GOD'S WAY AND TALKING ABOUT THEIR OWN THING, WHICH IS LESS IMPORTANT. THESE WOMEN BELIEVE IN SECULAR WORK AND HUMANISM RATHER THAN DIVINE POWER, AS A WAY OF BRINGING FORTH MATRIARCHY.

 

The last thing I recall is being in one of the business rooms (hotels) and picking up the phone. I start to dial when I realize two people are talking about Arnold and myself. I stop dialing, and luckily they are still talking. It is a phenomenon that I did not disconnect them. They are discussing how Arnold has chosen me and is taking me everywhere with him, how he and I are together. Of course, this is a privilege. What surprised me was that people noticed it and were discussing it.

 

RASA: THIS IS SAYING THAT PEOPLE ARE ACKNOWLEDGING THAT GOD AND I ARE TOGETHER. THAT I AM ONE WITH GOD.

 

The overall feeling is my yearning, and his taking me everywhere with him, choosing me.

 

RASA: HIS TAKING ME EVERYWHERE IS THAT GOD IS GUIDING AND DIRECTING ME IN ALL MY WAYS.

 

 

OVERVIEW

 

RECENTLY I HAVE HAD A CONFLICT WITH SOMEONE IN THE FEMDOM FIELD, AND SHE AND ANOTHER LADY HAVE TAKEN ISSUE WITH ME. WE DISAGREE BECAUSE I EXPLAIN THAT FEMDOM GOES ONE WAY, WHILE MATRIARCHY GOES ANOTHER. MY WAY IS SPIRITUAL, HER WAY IS OF THE WORLD. THE DREAM IS OBVIOUS THAT I AM ON THE SIDE OF GOD, AND GOD IS GIVING ME THE RIGHT INSIGHT AND UNDERSTANDING.

 

THERE IS A SECOND MESSAGE TO THE DREAM. I AM ASKING GOD WHETHER I CAN EVER BE INTIMATE WITH 'HIM' IN PUBLIC, MEANING THE NONDUALIST STATE. HE SAYS NOT FOR A WHILE, BUT LATER. THIS WOULD MEAN IT IS DIFFICULT FOR ME TO STAY IN THE SAHAJ (NIRVANA) STATE WHEN I AM VERY ACTIVE AND PUBLIC.