WITH GENTLE LOVE LIKE MOTHER
VISION OF RUSSEL INTERPRETED BY RASA
I got to bed and fall asleep. My dream seems to start out the same. I find myself looking down at me sleeping, but it isn't me that is doing the looking down. I am huge. Black fur that covers a scalely armor under the fur. I appear to be about 6ft tall on all fours. Huge paws with very large claws that retract. I know this is a lot of detail, but I have been paying attention and writing down what I can remember. Anyway I leave the house. I don't know how I open the doors. They just open when I need the doors to open. While outside I am on the hunt. I need to hunt and I want to hunt. I find a scent really easy and I track it till it is found, killed and eaten. I then mark my area and head back. More then once I have woke with my feet muddy. Yes I do sleep walk. I know this sounds odd or whatever, but the dream spooks me.
RASA: WITHOUT A DOUBT YOU ARE LOOKING OR RATHER HUNTING FOR SOMETHING. IT IS THE ANIMALS INSTINCT IN YOU. IT IS HUNGER - AS I BELIEVE ALL PREDATION IS HUNGER. IT IS A NEED FOR SOMETHING. AND IT IS THE LOWER SELF. SO YOU SEE YOUR LOWER SELF FROM YOUR HIGHER SELF.
There is a lot more to these dreams, but it would seem like I am rewriting a book or something. I have been have this type of dream for as long as I can remember. I use to think the cat like thing was something to do with my anger. You know with the claws and armour. I thought the hunting was me looking for something. I do love to hunt, but I am not a sport hunter. I only go for the real hunting feel. I mean I do track the deer and learn their habits. I don't just lay out food and get them use to a feeder. To be honest after spending so much time learning them I sometimes don't kill them. Just the thought I could get so close without being detected. Now if the freezer is getting low I will take down the smaller weaker looking one. I will spare the Big Buck in hopes he will make bigger game. Enough of that I am on a rabbit trail and I am sorry.
I have a master in the dream. She wears white. I can not see her face though. She has a soft voice. Almost child like. I seem to protect her in the dream. I have fought, hunted and killed for her. Sometimes she speaks to me in thought. Most of the time in speech. I look for her everytime as well. She seems to always be upset that I was gone so long and spats my nose. Then gets over it. Oh here is something a friend told me I should not be having. I see everything in colour, sound, smell, and taste.
She told me that dreams don't have that. Is this true?
RASA: YOU ARE HUNTING FOR THE LOVE OF THIS FEMALE - PERHAPS YOUR LONG LOST MOTHER WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD, AND YOU ARE TRYING TO REPLACE THAT LOVE WITH A FEMALE. IT IS AN ONGOING SEARCH. YOU MUST FIND THE FEMALE WITH THE SOFT VOICE (MATERNAL) WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU (YOU HUNTED FOR HER AND KILLED FOR HER...WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE HER) AND SHE HAS NO FACE AS YOU DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS YET.
Rasa Von Werder
December 21, 2005