WOMAN IS BORN
AGAIN
Goddess
Kali
Photo © Rasa Von Werder
In this dream I am in the back yard of my house, by the railroad track, right at the corner where there are two gates. In the upper yard it leads directly to the house, which looks like a church, and the bottom yard has a pond.
I am extremely busy setting up my hand mower (lawn mower) and eager to cut the lawn, when people from the track come by and are chatting me up. Down in the lower pond I see a child, which is like a tiny girl or doll, and she is floating face down in the water, and has been there for quite some time, but somehow I took no notice of it in the sense of having to do anything about it. I seem to be real busy and eager to work on my landscape.
As I look back at the house it looks so beautiful, like a protestant church set among trees, with a steeple, just like a picture I saw yesterday. Jesus was outside in the garden, and the church in the background, and the church was narrow rather than wide, or thin rather than fat, and there was a mystical glow about the scene. This is exactly how my house looks.
Now my dog 'Fatty,' a cairn terrier mix, sees the child in the water. She runs down to the water, swims out there, and pulls the child toward the bank. When I see that Fatty has trouble on shore (both she and the child go under) I quickly run down there and pull them both out.
Putting
the child on shore I set her on her stomach and press on her back, and all the
water comes out. I was going to do more, but she stands up and is just fine,
and lets out a cry. (This cry reminds me
of when a child is born and cries out when it's passages are cleared, when you
have to hit it on the back, and at that moment I wake up and my rooster is crowing.)
The child is very small, about 1 1/2 years old. What amazed me is how quickly she came back to life.
MEANING
In this dream I am in the back yard of my house, by the railroad track, right at the corner where there are two gates. In the upper yard it leads directly to the house, which looks like a church, and the bottom yard has a pond.
RASA: THIS I SENSE BY DISCERNMENT IS ABOUT A LADY I'VE HAD A DISAGREEMENT WITH ABOUT FEMDOM. SHE SAYS FEMDOM IS A WAY TO GO, AND I SAY NOT. SO IT SEEMS TO ME I AM TAKING THE 'HIGH ROAD' OF GOD/SPIRITUALITY (THE UPPER YARD IS MUCH HIGHER THAN THE LOWER, GOES UP A HILL AND THEN PLATEAUS) AND SHE TAKES THE 'LOW ROAD.'
THIS LADY IS REPRESENTED BY A CHILD WHO IS NOW FLOATING FACE DOWN IN THE WATER.
THIS SHOWS DEATH, AND IT COULD BE ON TWO LEVELS. ONE IS THE END OF OUR RELATIONSHIP
- BUT HER CHOICE, NOT MINE. AND SECOND, THERE IS A CLUE THAT SHE WAS SPIRITUALLY
DEAD. THERE IS EVEN A THIRD IDEA GOING ON HERE, AND THAT IS THAT HER IDEA OF
FEMDOM IS A 'KILLING' IDEA, ONE THAT WILL NOT WORK. AND SO, WHEN ONE IS DETAINED
OR BURDENED BY IT, ONE GOES AWAY FROM LIFE INTO DEATH. THIS IS WHAT I WAS TRYING
TO TELL HER - NOT TO WASTE HER TIME.
I am extremely busy setting up my hand mower (lawn mower) and eager to cut the lawn,
RASA: CUTTING THE LAWN IS LIKE HARVESTING WHEAT. AFTER ALL, MOST OF MY GRASS WHEN FULL GROWN HAS WHEAT ON TOP! AND THEREFORE, IT MEANS I AM EAGER FOR THE HARVEST OF SOUL SAVING. I AM EAGER ABOUT THE BUSINESS OF GOD.
...when people from the track come by and are chatting me up.
RASA: 'RAILROADING' IS TO PUSH SOMEONE INTO SOMETHING WITHOUT
CAREFUL CONSIDERATION... I WAS TELLING THIS LADY NOT TO WASTE TIME, AND SHE
DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THAT THESE PEOPLE WASTE HER TIME. SO HERE YOU SEE ME TRYING
TO ATTEND TO SAVING SOULS, AND HERE IS ALSO SOMEONE FACE DOWN IN THE POND I
SHOULD HELP - AND PEOPLE ARE 'RAILROADING' ME INTO CHATTING, WASTING MY TIME.
SO IT PROVES THE POINT.
Down in the lower pond I see a child, which is like a tiny girl or doll, and she is floating face down in the water, and has been there for quite some time, but somehow I took no notice of it in the sense of having to do anything about it. I seem to be real busy and eager to work on my landscape.
As I look back at the house it looks so beautiful, like a protestant church set among trees, with a steeple, just like a picture I saw yesterday. Jesus was outside in the garden, and the church in the background, and the church was narrow rather than wide,
RASA: MY WAY IS THE 'NARROW' WAY TO SALVATION, WHEREAS THE BROAD WAY IS THE 'HIGHWAY TO HELL.' THAT IS THE ROAD THE OTHER PERSON IS TAKING, THAT I AM WARNING HER ABOUT. I EVEN SAID IN AN ARTICLE IS THAT THESE MEN HAVE DEMONS WHICH THEY WILL INFECT WOMEN WITH.
TO PUT IT IN MORE DETAIL - WHEN WE LET ALL THESE GUYS INTO OUR LIVES WITH THEIR SEX FANTASIES, DELUSIONS AND NEEDS, WE GET A LOT OF MEN AND ACTIVITY. IT SEEMS LIKE WE ARE DOING SOMETHING. BUT IT IS THE 'BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL' OF SPURIOUS ACTIVITY. THE WORLD AND FLESH IS 'BROAD HIGHWAY' WHICH IS EXPLAINED TIME AND AGAIN IN THE BIBLE, WHERE PEOPLE ARE CONSUMED BY THE CARES OF THE WORLD AND FLESH. WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING OBVIOUSLY EVIL, JUST BY THESE CONCERNS, THEY ARE DRAGGED INTO HELL.
AND SO, THE ANALOGY HERE IS WASTE TIME WITH THESE FEMDOM WANKERS, AND YOU ARE ON THIS PATH OF DELUSION THAT YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING, BUT YOU ARE NOT RECHING VALHALLA AT ALL. YOU ARE NOT GETTING CLOSER TO THE MATRIARCHY, THE MISSION, AND SAVING SOULS.
...or thin rather than fat, and there was a mystical glow about the scene. This is exactly how my house looks in the dream.
RASA: MY HOUSE IS MY SITE, DOMAIN, CHURCH - OR PLACE WHERE 'I AM AT' IN CONSCIOUSNESS.
Now my dog 'Fatty,' a Cairn Terrier mix, sees the child in the water. She runs down to the water, swims out there, and pulls the child toward the bank.
RASA: CHILD IS INTERIOR SENSE. ALTHOUGH I DID NOT SENSE THAT THE LADY NEEDED MY SPIRITUAL HELP, AND I SAW HER SEPARATION FROM ME (DEATH) AS BEING OF NO CONSEQUENCE, MY INNER SENSE SAW THAT SHE NEEDED ATTENTION.
When I see that Fatty has trouble on shore (both she and the child go under) I quickly run down there and pull them both out.
RASA: AFTER MY INNER SENSE DETECTS THIS NEED AND HAS A BIT OF TROUBLE HELPING THIS SOUL, THE ATMAN WITHIN ME (GOD) TAKES CARE OF THE SITUATION.
Putting the child on shore I set her on her stomach and press on her back, and all the water comes out.
RASA: WATER HAS MULTIPLE MEANINGS. IN THIS CASE IT IS BOTH A CAUSE OF DEATH AND A CAUSE OF GRACE. SO IN OTHER WORDS, WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THIS LADY AND MYSELF CAUSED A SERIES OF EVENTS (BREAKUP, SUFFERING, A HALF DOZEN ARTICLES FROM ME ON THE SUBJECT) AND SUDDENLY, SHE HAS GONE FROM DEATH TO LIFE. THIS LADY ACCORDING TO THE DREAM, WAS NOT A BELIEVER, WAS NOT BORN AGAIN. (I AM NOW REMINDED OF HER BELIEF IN HUMANISM AND SECULAR SOLUTIONS) AND I DID NOT EVEN THINK OF THIS! THIS PROVES OUT THE DREAM, MY BEING UNCONSCIOUS BUT THEN SOMETHING INSIDE ME KNEW SHE NEEDED THIS HELP.
I was going to do more, but she stands up and is just fine, and lets out a cry. (This cry reminds me of when a child is born and cries out when it's passages are cleared, when you have to hit it on the back, and at that moment I wake up and my rooster is crowing.)
RASA: THIS IS SPIRITUAL AWAKENING OR GOING FROM SPIRITUAL DEATH INTO LIFE.
The child is very small, about 1 1/2 years old. What amazed me is how quickly she came back to life.
RASA: THIS MAKES ME REAL HAPPY!
OVERVIEW
I AM AMAZED SO MANY TIMES ON HOW GOD USES PROBLEMS BETWEEN MYSELF AND OTHER PEOPLE TO BRING GRACE TO THOSE I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WITH. TAKE A LOOK AT THE SARLO SITUATION, AND HOW JODY WAS HELPED THEREIN, BROUGHT TO MYSTICAL BETROTHAL! HONESTLY, HOW GRACIOUS AND MIGHTY GOD IS TO USE ALL OUR TRIALS TOWARD OUR OWN GREATEST GOOD! I AM REALLY OVERJOYED ABOUT THIS!
INFINITE LOVE, RASA VON WERDER |
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