ADVICE FOR RECALCITRANT MEN:
TRIBUTE TO RASA 7 MOTHERGOD
NOVEMBER 18^TH 2005

 

As man is born of Woman. he is subject to Her authority. In our flawed society, man has flouted that authority and adheres to the preposterously absurd belief that men are Women's superiors. Tragically that erroneous belief causes him to flout and defy the restraining and beneficial effects of firm Female discipline. Without a Woman to punish and correct his base male attitudes, man quickly degenerates into an arrogant and uncouth mannerless lout with no
prospect of ever achieving that tranquil and happy fulfillment that is the just reward of those wise and happy breed of men who opted to remain absolutely obedient to the properly constituted authority of their Female superiors. For those men who have become all too aware
of their parlous state, help is close at hand. First you must turn to MotherGod. MotherGod is the beautiful feminine motherly spirit of God. She is the Mother that has given you life and comforts you and fills your spirit with the peace of motherly love. Earthly mothers are a beautiful representation of MotherGod. If a man is genuinely contrite and fully confesses the dreadful error of his ways to MotherGod his new life can begin. The first thing you must do is disrobe and come to MotherGod in a state of innocence. You come to MotherGod as you came to your own mother naked and unashamed. Fall to your knees and open your arms wide in acceptence of MotherGods love. Pray to MotherGod that you will know Her love. Don't worry if you don't believe in God. Come to MotherGod and tell her your true feelings. Speak to MotherGod about the things you have done and how you want to change. Even tell MotherGod you are not sure you believe. But as you do so think of the wonderful love that earthly mothers and grandmothers have given you. Speak to MotherGod about the beauty of that love. Tell MotherGod that even though you have doubts you do want that beautiful love in your life.

Then you need to go to THE UNIVERSITY OF MOTHER GOD CHURCH (http://www.womanthouartgod.com/) There is much wisdom to be had and help with your spiritual growth. And after a time you may be invited to become a devotee of my Spiritual Mother GuruRasa. She is an instrument of God who seeks God above all things, and has received many graces from; Jesus, Mary, and the Holy Spirit. Her Mission is sent by God to empower women, and to restore the worship of God as Mother.

Becoming A Devotee

GuruRasa is my Spiritual Mother and has given me much love and I received the gift of celibacy from MotherGod.

 

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THE CONFLICTS AMONG US
OCTOBER 16^TH 2005

GURURASA IS MUCH LIKE A VERY POPULAR RADIO TALK SHOW HOST. SHE HAS A GREAT DEAL OF KNOWLEDGE OF MANY THINGS, MOST OF WHICH IS BEYOND OUR SIMPLE UNDERSTANDING. FROM LISTENING TO THE TALK SHOW HOST I CAN UNDERSTAND WHERE GURURASA MIGHT BE AT.

WHEN LISTENING TO THE TALKSHOW HOST YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HE SEES MANY SIDES OF AN ISSUE BUT IS FOCUSED ON THE SIDE OF THE ISSUE OF THE MOST IMPORTANCE. HE SIMPLY HAS MUCH MORE EXPERIENCE THAN US AND OFTEN HAS STUDIED THE ISSUES TO SUCH A DEGREE THAT HE HAS MOVED PAST WHERE WE ARE AT IN OUR LIMITED KNOWLEDGE OF THE SUBJECT. THOUGH OUR POINTS ARE VALID HE SIMPLY HAS MOVED BEYOND THEM BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHAT IS REALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT. WE SIMPLY DO NOT BECAUSE OUR EXPERIENCE OR KNOWLEDGE LEVEL IS LIMITED.

LIKE THE TALKSHOW HOST GURURASA SEES THE NEED TO MOVE BEYOND DISCUSSION. LIKE HIM SHE KNOWS WHAT IS NEEDED AND SHE WANTS TO SEE RESULTS.

I KNOW HOW WE CAN FEEL SO SECURE IN OUR POINTS AS RADIO LISTENERS BUT THEN THE HOST POINTS OUT SOMETHING SO MUCH MORE BASIC AND SERIOUS THAN WHAT WE EVER THOUGHT OF.

WE ALL NEED TO LISTEN TO GURURASA, SHE KNOWS WHAT IS NEEDED NOW. GURURASA IS YEARS PAST WHERE WE ARE NOW. SHE HAS BEEN WORKING FOR A VERY LONG TIME (YEARS) FOR THE LOVE OF MOTHERGOD AND MATRIARCHY. SHE IS AT THE ACTION STAGE AND WE ARE AT THE TALKING STAGE. WE NEED TO REALIZE THAT WHATEVER WE THINK OF NOW SHE PROBABLY THOUGHT OF AND TOOK ACTION ON 5 YEARS AGO. WE MUST APPRECIATE HOW SHE FEELS. THINK OF HOW YOU MIGHT FEEL IF YOU WORKED TOWARD SOMETHING SO VERY SPECIAL FOR A VERY LONG TIME. THINK OF HOW ATTACKS WOULD HURT YOU. EVEN IF YOU WERE NOT ATTACKED THINK OF HOW FRUSTRATING IT IS TO HAVE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT YOUR GOAL BUT NOT MOVING BEYOND TALKING.

IT IS THE SAME WAY FOR ME WITH THE COLD WAR VICTORY MEDAL. THERE HAS BEEN TALK IN CONGRESS FOR YEARS ABOUT THE CREATION OF THE MEDAL BUT IT NEVER GETS BEYOND TALK EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE GREAT ARGUMENTS FOR IT. THE LIE THAT NO SHOTS WERE FIRED DURING THE COLD WAR REMAINS. ABOUT 392 MEN WERE KILLED IN ACTION DURING THE COLD WAR AND MANY ARE STILL MIA. PROBABLY THOUSANDS MORE WERE KILLED IN TRAINING EVERY YEAR TO PROTECT OUR COUNTRY. SENATOR CLINTON IS AN AUTHOR FOR A COLD WAR MEDAL BILL NOW. BUT SHE NEEDS MUCH MORE SUPPORT.WOWOMAN

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FOR ALL HIS TALK AND BLUSTER PRESIDENT BUSH DOESN'T SEE THE VALUE OF THE COLD WAR SERVICEMEN AND WOMEN. WAS PRAYER AND GREAT LEADERS INSTRUMENTAL IN ENDING THE COLD WAR? YES! BUT IT WAS NOT SIMPLY THE PRESIDENT SAYING "TAKE DOWN THAT WALL" IT WAS THE WOMEN AND MEN BACKING UP THE PRESIDENT AND STANDING THEIR POSTS READY TO GIVE THEIR LIVES IN THE DEFENSE OF THE COUNTRY.

LIKE GURURASA I SEE THE PEOPLE NEW TO THE EFFORT PROPOSING THINGS THAT WERE TRIED THREE YEARS AGO AND CAN UNDERSTAND HER FRUSTRATION AFTER WORKING ON THE EFFORT FOR WHAT SEEMS MUCH TOO LONG.

LET US LISTEN TO EACH OTHER TOO. TO SHARE, BUT LISTEN AND BE READY TO STEP BACK IN CONTEMPLATION. LET US STEP FORTH AND FACILITATE MATRIARCHY. MEN ACCEPT YOUR WEAKNESSES. ADMIT TO YOURSELVES THAT
YOU DO MUCH BETTER WITH THE LOVING DIRECTION OF THE WOMEN IN YOUR LIVES. THINK ABOUT HOW IN PRIVATE YOU WISH YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE MACHO BUT COULD BE SOFT AND SENSITIVE. THINK ABOUT HOW YOU LONG TO BE EVEN FEMININE AT TIMES.

WOMEN DON'T BE AFRAID TO GIVE LOVING DIRECTION TO THE MEN IN YOUR LIVES. UNDERSTAND THAT MEN LONG TO BE SUBMISSIVE TO YOU BUT JUST NEED YOU TO STEP FORTH AND BE ACCEPTING OF THEIR NEED TO WORSHIP AND TO LET YOU BE IN CHARGE.

LET US ALL LOVE GURURASA!

INTRODUCTION LETTER FROM PB
OCTOBER 15^TH 2005

MY INTRODUCTION AS A NEW DEVOTEE OF BELOVED GURURASA

I AM GLAD TO BE A NEW DEVOTEE AND ENCOMPASSED IN THE MOTHERLY LOVE OF GURURASA AND MOTHERGOD.

TAKING RASA INTO MY HEART AND ACCEPTING HER AS GURU HAS BEEN A BLESSING. SHE WAS COMING INTO MY HEART AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT.

EACH TIME I WOULD READ HER WISDOM I WOULD HAVE A POWERFUL FEELING THAT I SHOULD MOVE TO SEXUAL ABSTINENCE. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT BUT IT WAS ALWAYS THERE, THE FEELING THAT I SHOULD MOVE FROM CELIBACY TO FULL SEXUAL ABSTINENCE.

THEN IT HAPPENED I HAD THE REVELATION THAT HER PHYSICAL BODY IS BLESSED. I KNEW IT COMPLETELY AT THAT MOMENT THAT WITH HER CELIBACY HER LIFE GIVING WOMANHOOD IS BLESSED AND IS BEYOND ANY MAN.

AFTER A TIME I DID SOMETHING THAT ALL MEN SHOULD DO. I GOT DOWN ON MY KNEES AND RAISED MY ARMS AND PRAYED TO MOTHERGOD. I PRESENTED MYSELF IN THE WAY A MOTHER WOULD SEE HER SON FOR THE FIRST TIME. UNCLOTHED, UNASHAMED AND OPEN TO HER LOVE. EVERYBODY SHOULD DO
SO, YOU WILL FIND A NEW PEACE AND WILL LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR MORNING AND EVENING PRAYERS. YOU WILL BE MOVED TO PRAY FOR MANY THINGS. DON'T WORRY IF YOU FORGET SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO PRAY ABOUT, YOUR EVENING PRAYERS WILL BE THERE TO PRAY AND SPEAK TO MOTHERGOD ABOUT IT. I PRAYED FOR GURURASA THAT MOTHERGOD'S BLESSINGS WOULD BE UPON HER. I PRAYED FOR MATRIARCHY, I PRAYED FOR MY FRIEND, I PRAYED ABOUT MY OWN SEXUAL ABSTINENCE. YOU WILL LOOK FORWARD TO REACHING OUT TO MOTHERGOD IN PRAYER. AT MEAL TIME YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF GIVING THANKS TO MOTHERGOD EVEN IF YOU NEVER PRAYED AT MEAL TIME BEFORE.

AFTER I SHARED MY EXPERIENCE OF PRAYER WITH RASA SHE SPOKE OF HOW MY ACTIONS WERE VERY PLEASING TO MOTHERGOD. RASA GAVE ME WONDERFUL WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT THAT MADE ME FEEL LOVED LIKE A SON. HER MOTHERLY LOVE AND MENTAL EMBRACE WERE BEAUTIFUL.

RASA HAD INSTRUCTED ME TO LOOK FOR SOME INSTRUCTIONS TO FOLLOW. I WAS UNABLE TO FIND THEM. BUT I WAS MOVED TO KEEP LOOKING WITH NO SUCCESS.

THEN AGAIN SHE BROUGHT UP THE INSTRUCTIONS AND SPOKE ABOUT BECOMING A DEVOTEE. I DIDN'T KNOW IF THE TIME WAS RIGHT BUT I SEARCHED WITH GREAT CONVICTION AND FOUND THE INSTRUCTIONS.

I DIDN'T KNOW IF I WAS READY. I ONLY STARTED PRAYING TO MOTHERGOD NOT EVEN A WHOLE DAY BEFORE. BUT RASA WAS ALREADY COMING INTO MY HEART EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT FULLY AWARE OF IT.

AS I TOLD OUR DEAR GURURASA I DIDN'T REPEAT THE MANTRA LIKE THE INSTRUCTIONS SAID. INSTEAD I GOT DOWN ON MY KNEES IN PRAYER TO OUR MOTHERGOD. I PRAYED FOR DIRECTION AND SAID THE MANTRA ONE TIME.

BUT EVEN IN MY UNCERTAINTY A WONDERFUL CONVERSION WAS BEGINNING DURING THE NIGHT. I DREAMED JUST LIKE RASA SAID I WOULD IF I WAS TO ASK HER TO COME INTO MY HEART AND ACCEPT HER AS MY GURU.

EVEN AFTER THE DREAM I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED. BUT IN THE MORNING I WAS FILLED WITH THOUGHTS OF SEXUAL ABSTINENCE.

I TOLD RASA OF MY DREAM AND SHE EXPLAINED IT TO ME.

PB: IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO FIND THE INSTRUCTIONS. I DO NOT THINK I AM READY YET TO BE A DEVOTEE. I DID READ THE MANTRA AND SAY THE WORDS GURURASA COME INTO MY HEART BUT IT WAS IN THE COURSE OF SEARCHING AND PRAYING TO MOTHERGOD.

BUT DURING THE COURSE OF MY NIGHT I DID HAVE A DREAM.

RASA: I TOLD YOU IF YOU DID WHAT I SAID YOU WOULD HAVE AN EXPERIENCE.

PB: I WAS RIDING MY BICYCLE WITH MY CAT IN THE BASKET.

RASA: MEMORIES OF CHILDHOOD. YOU ARE GOING BACK TO MAKE AN ANALOGY. CAT COULD HAVE TO DO WITH A FEMALE.

PB: WE WERE EXPLORING AN UNFAMILIAR PART OF TOWN. WE STOPPED AT A BUILDING THAT HAD AN OFFICE THAT WAS FAMILIAR, IT LOOKED LIKE AN OFFICE OR BUILDING THAT I HAD SOMEHOW BEEN IN BEFORE. JUST AS WE WERE ABOUT TO LEAVE A MAN SAW ME AND KNEW WHO I WAS. (I THINK THE ONLY THING THE MAN HAD TO DO WITH THE STORY WAS THAT I MET SOMEBODY LIKE THAT LAST WEEK THAT WAS UNEXPECTED, SOMEBODY I MET ONCE AND SAW AGAIN)

RASA: RIGHT NOW, TODAY, YOU ARE RELIVING SOMETHING FROM THE PAST. YOUR UNCONSCIOUS IS TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT SOMETHING FROM THE PAST RELATES TO WHAT IS HAPPENING TODAY.

PB: AS WE TRAVELED ON WE STOPPED AT A SECOND HAND STORE AND AS I PASSED A RACK OF CLOTHING MY EYES SAW THE REAL LONG T-SHIRT NIGHTGOWNS THAT WOMEN WEAR BUT THEY REALLY LOOK LIKE MENS T-SHIRTS. I SAW TOO A BUTTON FRONT WOMAN'S NIGHTGOWN WITH SOME EMBROIDERY AND IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE A PART OF ME. IT JUST SEEMED SO NATURAL FOR ME AND I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BUY ONE OF EACH.

RASA: THIS CLOTHING REPRESENTS THE NEW YOU. YOU ARE GOING TO COME CLOSER TO GOD, BECOME MORE PASSIVE OR OPEN TO GOD. THIS COULD HAVE TO DO WITH MY ASKING YOU TO BE A DEVOTEE. THESE ARE FEMININE NIGHTGOWNS. MYSELF AND MOTHERGOD ARE ASKING YOU TO 'REST' OR FIND
FULFILLMENT IN THIS OLD YET NEW EXPERIENCE. YESTERDAY, IT WAS YOUR MOM. TODAY IT IS RASA AND MOTHERGOD.

PB: BUT BEFORE THE PURCHASE WAS MADE I FOUND MYSELF ON MY KNEES HELPING TO FIX SOME TOILETS IN A RESTROOM. I REACHED INTO THE WATER AND PULLED FROM THE TOILET A CLEAR PLASTIC BAG WITH A CHILD'S ITEMS. I KNEW IT MEANT A CHILD HAD BEEN HURT AND WAS REPRESENTING BAD
THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ALL CHILDREN.

RASA: THIS IS HEALING. THERE HAS TO BE HEALING OF THINGS HAPPENING IN CHILDHOOD BEFORE THIS TRANSITION CAN TAKE PLACE. TOILET COULD REPRESENT 'SHIT GONE BY' OR 'WAS TREATED LIKE SHIT' INSTEAD OF BEING GIVEN THE LOVE A CHILD SHOULD GET.

PB: THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS IN A PART OF TOWN THAT WAS A POOR PART OF TOWN WHEN MY CAT JUMPED OUT OF MY BASKET AND RAN OFF. I WAS WORRIED THAT I COULDN'T FIND HIM BUT AS I WENT AROUND THE BLOCK HE CAME BACK TO ME. THEN I AWOKE FROM THE DREAM.

RASA: YOU HAD THOUGHT YOU LOST THE LOVE OF YOUR MOTHER, BUT IT HAS RETURNED. 'AROUND THE BLOCK' HERE MEANS A SHORT TIME. THE DREAM IS INDEED JUST WHAT I TOLD YOU WOULD HAPPEN. BUT AS YOU SAID, YOU WERE NOT QUITE READY. SOME HEALING NEEDED TO TAKE PLACE. IT HAS OCCURRED, AND NOW, THE LOVE OF MOTHER/MOTHERGOD HAS RETURNED TO YOU. THIS DREAMS SAYS YOU ARE MY DEVOTEE.

GURURASA'S DREAM ANALYSIS WAS SO ACCURATE IN SO MANY WAYS.

BUT IT WAS ALL SO SUDDEN, SO NEW THAT I WASN'T SURE ABOUT WHAT DID HAPPEN. WAS I REALLY A DEVOTEE? I FELT LIKE I HAD MISSED SOMETHING BY NOT DOING MY MANTRA LONG ENOUGH. SO I DID THE MANTRA THE NEXT NIGHT ASKING RASA TO COME INTO MY HEART AND BE MY GURU. BUT I DID NOT DREAM THAT NIGHT AND KNEW I WOULDN'T FROM THE LATENESS OF WHEN I WENT TO SLEEP. BUT I DID FEEL MYSELF AWAKENING EARLY IN MY SLEEP AND BEING AWARE OF MY THOUGHTS AND KNEW THAT I WAS TO MOVE AWAY FROM THE MASCULINE AND TO THE FEMININE.

IT WAS THEN I RECEIVED RASA AS MY GURU. BUT STILL THERE WAS MORE THAT I DIDN'T KNOW. I TOLD GURURASA HOW I MADE A COMMITMENT TO SEXUAL ABSTINENCE FEELING IT WAS IMPORTANT TO KEEP ME IN BALANCE. THAT IS TRUE BUT THAT WAS NOT MY REASON FOR ABSTINENCE AS IT TURNS
OUT. THE NEXT TWO NIGHTS PASSED. EACH NIGHT I HAD A REVELATION IN A DREAM. IN MY FIRST NIGHT I HAD A VERY SHORT DREAM WHERE IT WAS REVEALED MY HEART WOULD REMAIN OPEN TO GURURASA. THE SECOND NIGHT I HAD AN EQUALLY SHORT DREAM IN WHICH I SAW MY SEXUAL ABSTINENCE.

UPON AWAKENING I KNEW WHAT IT MEANT. I HAD THE AWARENESS THAT FOR ME TO HAVE A COMMUNION WITH GURURASA I WAS TO REMAIN SEXUALLY ABSTINENT. UPON FIRST RECEIVING GURURASA INTO MY HEART I WROTE THIS TO HER:

GURURASA REPLIED WITH WHAT IS CERTAINLY
A MOTHERGOD INSPIRED RESPONSE:

DEAR PB,

YOU ARE VERY WELCOME TO REMAIN IN THE LIGHT AND FIRE OF MOTHERGOD'S LOVE, WITH MYSELF AS EARTHLY REPRESENTATIVE/LINK OF HER. PLEASE PRESENT YOURSELF AT 'RASADEVOTEES,' PUTTING THERE A COPY OF THE DREAM, THE INTERPRETATION, THIS LETTER AND ANY OTHER LETTER YOU ADD TO THIS. THAT IS THE OFFICIAL PROCESS OF DEVOTEE-SHIP. LATER, I PUT YOU ON THE DEVOTEE PAGE ON MY SITE. IF YOU WISH, IT CAN INCLUDE A PHOTO OF YOU. YOU SHOULD STUDY THE IMPORTANCE OF THE GURU. PERHAPS
THEY HAVE INFORMATION ON THE WEB. OF COURSE, THEY DO. I HAVE SEEN IT.

IT WAS THIS WELCOME ALONG WITH MY DREAMS THAT REVEALED MY CALL TO SEXUAL ABSTINENCE FOR A COMMUNION WITH GURURASA. AND I DO BELIEVE IT IS A CALLING, AND ONE MUST BE CALLED TO SEXUAL ABSTINENCE TO BE SUCCESSFUL AT IT. EVERYDAY I PRAY TO MOTHERGOD FOR SUPPORT BUT ALSO TO THANK HER FOR THE GIFT.

I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO STUDY THE IMPORTANCE OF THE GURU. BUT I DID LOOK UP THE TOPIC AND FOUND SOME INFORMATION TO BE A BLESSING. A QUESTION WAS ASKED ABOUT MALE CIRCUMCISION AND IT BROUGHT ME COMFORT. I ALWAYS HATED THE FACT THAT I WAS CIRCUMCISED. BUT NOW I SAW IT AS A BLESSING. I REALIZED THAT WITH MY CIRCUMCISION NO PART OF ME IS HIDDEN FROM MOTHERGOD. I FELT BLESSED AS I SAW IT AS A COVENANT BETWEEN BOTH MOTHERGOD, GURURASA AND MYSELF.

I AM HAPPY TO BE A DEVOTEE. IT HAS BROUGHT ME THE MOTHERLY LOVE OF GURURASA AND THE CONNECTION WITH MOTHERGOD.

THIS IS AN EXTREMELY GOOD EXCHANGE. YOU WERE HESITANT, BUT YOU PERSISTED, AND BECAUSE YOU HAVE A CLEAN HEART, THE LINK WAS MADE. CELIBACY IS A BLESSED VIRTUE AND BRINGS TREMENDOUS GRACE AND LIGHT AND KEEPS ONE AWAY FROM MUCH HARM. IF PEOPLE ONLY KNEW! IT WILL BE EXTREMELY IMPORTANT AND HELPFUL FOR YOU TO LEARN WHAT A GURU IS. A GURU IS ONE WITH GOD AND KEEPS YOU ONE WITH GOD UNTIL THE TIME YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO LET GO. STUDY UP ON THIS WHEN YOU ARE READY.

ABOUT THE NIGHTGOWN SYMBOL - WHEN I SEE MEN ASCEND INTO HEAVEN FROM PURGATORY, THEY ALWAYS WEAR FEMININE GARB. THIS IS A SYMBOL OF PASSIVENESS TO GOD, AS GOD IS ALWAYS THE 'AGGRESSOR' OR THE ACTIVE PRINCIPAL, AND WE, THE MORTAL, SURRENDER AND ARE TAKEN OVER BY GOD. THOSE NIGHTGOWNS DO NOT MEAN YOU HAVE TO ACT FEMININE OR BE FEMININE IN THE SOFT SENSE OF THE WORD,BUT MERELY THAT YOU SURRENDER TO THE HIGHER POWER.

ABOUT THE TOILET SEAT. HERE NOTICE YOU WERE ON YOUR KNEES, AND IN REAL LIFE, YOU GOT ON YOUR KNEES TO PRAY. AS YOU PRAYED, MOTHERGOD WENT INTO YOU TO REMOVE WHAT WAS 'DISCARDED LIKE WASTE' OR 'FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET' WHICH IS ANOTHER PERCEPTION OF THIS. IT WAS THINGS GONE BY THAT HAD TO BE FIXED. USUALLY IN LIFE, IT IS PAIN, SO THAT IS MY GUESS. KNOWING HOW HUMAN NATURE IS, I GUESS IT WAS NEGLECT.

THANK YOU FOR DOING THIS AND GOD WILL BLESS YOU MORE AND MORE AS THE DAYS AND YEARS ROLL ON.

DREAM FROM PB & INTERPRETATION BY RASA
OCTOBER 10^TH 2005

 

 

 

DEAR GURURASA,

 

IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO FIND THE INSTRUCTIONS. I DO NOT THINK I AM READY YET TO BE A DEVOTEE. I DID READ THE MANTRA AND SAY THE WORDS GURURASA COME INTO MY HEART BUT IT WAS IN THE COURSE OF SEARCHING AND PRAYING TO MOTHERGOD.

 

 

BUT DURING THE COURSE OF MY NIGHT I DID HAVE A DREAM.

 

 

RASA: I TOLD YOU IF YOU DID WHAT I SAID YOU WOULD HAVE AN EXPERIENCE.

 

 

I WAS RIDING MY BICYCLE WITH MY CAT IN THE BASKET.

 

 

RASA: MEMORIES OF CHILDHOOD. YOU ARE GOING BACK TO MAKE AN ANALOGY. CAT COULD HAVE TO DO WITH A FEMALE.

 

 

WE WERE EXPLORING AN UNFAMILIAR PART OF TOWN. WE STOPPED AT A BUILDING THAT HAD AN OFFICE THAT WAS FAMILIAR, IT LOOKED LIKE AN OFFICE OR BUILDING THAT I HAD SOMEHOW BEEN IN BEFORE. JUST AS WE WERE ABOUT TO LEAVE A MAN SAW ME AND KNEW WHO I WAS. (I THINK THE ONLY THING THE MAN HAD TO DO WITH THE STORY WAS THAT I MET SOMEBODY LIKE THAT LAST WEEK THAT WAS UNEXPECTED, SOMEBODY I MET ONCE AND SAW AGAIN)

 

 

RASA: RIGHT NOW, TODAY, YOU ARE RELIVING SOMETHING FROM THE PAST. YOUR UNCONSCIOUS IS TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT SOMETHING FROM THE PAST RELATES TO WHAT IS HAPPENING TODAY.

 

 

AS WE TRAVELED ON WE STOPPED AT A SECOND HAND STORE AND AS I PASSED A RACK OF CLOTHING MY EYES SAW THE REAL LONG T-SHIRT NIGHTGOWNS THAT WOMEN WEAR BUT THEY REALLY LOOK LIKE MENS T-SHIRTS. I SAW TOO A BUTTON FRONT WOMAN'S NIGHTGOWN WITH SOME EMBROIDERY AND IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE A PART OF ME. IT JUST SEEMED SO NATURAL FOR ME AND I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BUY ONE OF EACH.

 

 

RASA: THIS CLOTHING REPRESENTS THE NEW YOU. YOU ARE GOING TO COME CLOSER TO GOD, BECOME MORE PASSIVE OR OPEN TO GOD. THIS COULD HAVE TO DO WITH MY ASKING YOU TO BE A DEVOTEE. THESE ARE FEMININE NIGHTGOWNS. MYSELF AND MOTHERGOD ARE ASKING YOU TO 'REST' OR FIND FULFILLMENT IN THIS OLD YET NEW EXPERIENCE. YESTERDAY, IT WAS YOUR MOM. TODAY IT IS RASA AND MOTHERGOD.

 

 

BUT BEFORE THE PURCHASE WAS MADE I FOUND MYSELF ON MY KNEES HELPING TO FIX SOME TOILETS IN A RESTROOM. I REACHED INTO THE WATER AND PULLED FROM THE TOILET A CLEAR PLASTIC BAG WITH A CHILD'S ITEMS. I KNEW IT MEANT A CHILD HAD BEEN HURT AND WAS REPRESENTING BAD THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ALL CHILDREN.

 

 

RASA: THIS IS HEALING. THERE HAS TO BE HEALING OF THINGS HAPPENING IN CHILDHOOD BEFORE THIS TRANSITION CAN TAKE PLACE. TOILET COULD REPRESENT 'SHIT GONE BY' OR 'WAS TREATED LIKE SHIT' INSTEAD OF BEING GIVEN THE LOVE A CHILD SHOULD GET.

 

 

 

THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS IN A PART OF TOWN THAT WAS A POOR PART OF TOWN WHEN MY CAT JUMPED OUT OF MY BASKET AND RAN OFF. I WAS WORRIED THAT I COULDN'T FIND HIM BUT AS I WENT AROUND THE BLOCK HE CAME BACK TO ME. THEN I AWOKE FROM THE DREAM.

 

 

RASA: YOU HAD THOUGHT YOU LOST THE LOVE OF YOUR MOTHER, BUT IT HAS RETURNED. 'AROUND THE BLOCK' HERE MEANS A SHORT TIME. THE DREAM IS INDEED JUST WHAT I TOLD YOU WOULD HAPPEN. BUT AS YOU SAID, YOU WERE NOT QUITE READY. SOME HEALING NEEDED TO TAKE PLACE. IT HAS OCURRED, AND NOW, THE LOVE OF MOTHER/MOTHERGOD HAS RETURNED TO YOU. THIS DREAMS SAYS YOU ARE MY DEVOTEE.

 

WELCOME
SPIRITUAL MOTHER, RASA